Monday, February 24, 2014

Febuary 23rd.

Well this week we still did not play much, I have been able to talk more with Mistress.  I still can't get these sayings out of my head.  Pretty in pink no need to think, A bimbo knows cravings grow,  and finally a bimbo breasts grow because Mistress Alyssa says so.  These sayings are constantly going through my brain.  They seem to go through more when a see a women smoking or I am puffing on my bimbo stick.

I have also introduced two new people to no panty Wednesday and having to prove to one that I was participating in it.  I did and they loved it and plan on doing it this week.

I have also begun to improve my body shape by beginning to work out at a gym with a trainer.  I also have been letting my nails grow out to improve the nail beds they were getting quit bad.  then I am going back to pink nail polish.  As for my hair I am going to need to replace my hair extensions soon at which time not sure what to do about color.  I'm sure Mistress will have some ideas. But I also need to think about hair health also.

Mistress has also got me thinking about have she will be moving along on my training after and article that came out this week where a bimbo who has used hypnosis to decrease her IQ.  So now what is Mistress is going to do.  I just want to be the best submissive bimbo I can be for her.

Till next week.

Sunday, February 16, 2014

Febuary 16th

Well it was an okay week.  I still can not get a few things out of my mind. First being "Pretty in pink no need to think.".  The second thing is "Good girls know cravings grow".  They have been the two things mostly on my mind.

Mistress this week did a little training early in the week.  She had me wear my tack bra for a couple of hours.  She had me do some other things which I don't recall.  She insists that we did do training and I will have to agree.

I'm hoping the new week will bring some new ans exciting things both in training and play.

Sunday, February 9, 2014

Febuary 8th

Well It was an amazing week for me and in my training. But my Mistress is going to be upset with me for not posting on time again.  I have the hardest time remembering to post on time.  I wish I had till the end of the weekend.  Fridays are so bad for me .  I am so tired after the long week at work.Then if I am up either early or late to talk with Mistress or play I am even more tired on Friday.

Well I am not sure what Mistress did with me on our session I don't remember much about it.  But there are two things I can not get out of my mind. The first is "Think of Pink, No need to think." It seems to pop into my head all the time.  Not sure why I can't seem to get it out of my mind.  It is really Strong and no way to forget it.  The second thing I am constantly thinking about is craving always grow.  The main cravings that seem to constantly grow are being submissive to Mistress and being totally obedient.  I am constantly thinking of doing everything possible to please Mistress's cock.  I also find myself giggling more.  In fact my own sub is wondering why but I don't care.  I really want to be the the best bimbo I can be for Mistress.  I also find myself wanting to redo my nails into all pink.

I must say at times I am feeling very ditzy.  I realize that it what a bimbo does at times but I don't seem to be able to really control it like before.  Mistress is so good to me.  I can't wait till my next training session to continue my training with her she is so amazingly sexy, dominant, and controlling.  All I want to do to is please her but find it very hard to do things on time.  I wish I lived closer to Mistress so I could please her even more.

Well till next week need to get to bed.  It is Sunday tomorrow and hope Mistress is not to upset with me.

Saturday, February 1, 2014

Febuary 1st

Well Mistress is probably really mad with me.  She reminded me to do my blog last night and I agreed.  But then I became ill and had asked to be allowed to do it in the morning.  I however did not actually could not wait to hear from her. I had to run to the bathroom again. I then went back to my room and fell asleep.  I did not see anything from Mistress on my computer from her, but it was also froze up and I had to reboot it to do anything.Well it has been a few of weeks since I have posted and really have not done much until last week end.  Three weeks ago both Mistress and I were sick and not play happened.  Then the following week since we were both still recovering I made an assumption that I would get another free pass from blogging not the case.  I was in big trouble.  Well Southwest Leather Conference was coming up and was really excited with it that I let it slip again.  But I must say it was quite an experience.  Well anyway I am here now posting.

Well for Southwest leather I really did not have much real leather I could wear since it is rather expensive thing to own.  I also want to loose weight so footing the bill for leather does not make any sense.  I however decided I would try some new things this year.  The first was wearing some wigs.  I bought four but ended up only wearing two of them.  It was quite fun.  The all blond one was the first on Friday.  It gave me attention and people noticed.  However not all was positive but mostly.  The next day I wore a pink and baby blue wig with pig tails.  Now this one with a purple corset, lace skirt and boots went over very well.  I was getting all kinds of looks and compliments.   Even from some that did not like the day before look.  I also carried this look into the dungeon that night.  But I do have to say going to the bathroom in a corset and wiping oneself is not easy.  It was just and absolute fun weekend, I was flying till Wednesday of the following week.

Now that is it for now.  I will be back much sooner and talk about more details of the weekend.