May 30th

Well Mistress has put me into my rope bra for the day without me knowing that she put me in it.  Then she made me aware of it.  I had to wear it all Day long even when I went out for the night.  I went to a drag show and was really able to be myself.  That is my bimbo self.  I was getting flirted with and just having a great time it was not until midnight that I could remove it.  I also made sure that I have all the items for a punishment if she decides that i need it for a banana explosion.  Another thing that I am looking forward to is getting hair extensions. they will be 18 inches long.  Then i will be able to do all sorts of things with my hair.  I hope Mistress does not think I need the banana explosion as a punishment anytime soon it looks like it will be quite long an very uncomfortable .  That is it for now.

May 22nd.

Well my Mistress training must be working because my subby on Sat. asked me why i was acting like a bimbo.  I told to get people to help me.

Well I had my first play time in a while with Mistress.  It began with me at work and her giving me text messages to do. With the last one having me drive home topless which by the way was fun.  She continued to give me tasks while I was working on how work.  Like prance into the living room and bend over and shake my ass.  Then another was to shake my tits and then my ass.  But my room mates just laughed.

then later we had our play session.  she took me under before I even knew i was.  The training is really working.  Then at some point she had me trying to hypnotize  her but all it did was make me hypnotize myself.  I had to pierce my nipples with 22 gauge needles and she began to have fun making me associate pain with pleasure.  I must say I think I have that down because I ws loving the scene.  She had me twisting themm this way and that.  holding it whiled twisted.  I did managed to make it to subbyspace.

She also was using cigarettes smoking to reienforce my bimbo giggling and airheadedness.  Which really i don't really give any thought to at all anymore.  I can't wait to see where she takes me next.  I had been looking at videos also about nipple torture and metioned that the one video actually heated the needles before removing them and shehad me do it.  I really can be my own worst enemy sometims.  Tomorrow is no panty wednesday and we normally have a sesion before t but I can't seem to talk to her this evening.

There is still plenty of time.

May 12th

Well i must say i have learned a valuable lesson today, she can be very cruel.  She had me go get rubber cement.  She then told me to cover my nipples and aureoles with it.  Then she had me glue my penis to my ball sac.  Then she had me coat the top of my penis staying away from my pee hole.  then when that was dry she had me coat the under side of both breasts with it.  This area is what caused me the most pain when applying it and also the most discomfort during the day as well as pain.  I will always follow through on things that i said i will do.  She had me do all of that because i did not post on here for seven days.  But also because i told her on Wednesday i would post on Thursday on what happened on Wednesday.  She was really looking forward to it and was very disappointed when it was not there.  So now i am still suffering from her punishment she issued on Friday.  The underside of my left breast for sure is a bit raw from rubbing.  Well it did not help that she text me to hop basically with caused them too bounce up and down rubbing the whole time.  I hope she is happy with me again.  I know that i will follow everything she has me do.  I have really learned from this mistake.

May 11th

Today My mistress was not very happy with me and she is absolutely correct.  It has been a week since i last posted and we have had time to play but have not given her the proper feed back.  I hope this does not cost me to much. I was having problems signing in on my netbook so now i am on my desk top and no problem signing on.  Now Mistress has given me several assignments sort of.  And as usuaul no panty wednesday was the the most eventful.  I was wearing my rope bra and did not know how i ended up putting it on.  but i must say my smoking is about the same but now even at work I am giggling while smoking.  That has never really een like that i am sure it is part of my training.also on the way to work i stopped at a circle k for cigarettes andsuggested to a youg lady that she should observe no panty wednesday.  she laughed and said your not doing it and i immediately proved to her i was observing it.  Then that afternon after work i did the smae thing at a grocery store and said it to another lady and she said she would begin next week.  On tuesday Mistress had me drive home topless as i left work till i was home and it was rather funbouncing along with the music.  Then the one morning i was able to take my didoe completely in my thoat without gagging by the end of our session.  It seems like that when I practice also.  but i am slowly over coming that reflex Mistress.  Mistress I hope i can win your trust back without to much punishment Mistress.  I have no idea what you would come up with for that but I am sure it will be evil.

May 3rd

Well i woke up today and was hypnotized by my Mistress.  She had me draws large A's on each of my breasts to mark me as her property.  Then when i went to have a cigarette she told me to blow smoke on them and to my mind the A's suddenly appeared. wow what a trip.  Then she had me smoking a second cigarette and had me touch each of my nipples with the tip of the cigarette the first one i did likely and then she had me do the other one both of which i had to hold in front until she told me to touch.  The second one however i did more like she wanted and and I think she could tell so i confessed.  She then had me stand up in front of the camera and touch the head of my sissy clit twice.  Oh that was intense.  on the way to work i sent her a text thinking she was mad at me and said I could go to the restroom and do it over on the right nipple and she replied she was satisfied but i did not want her mad at me or disappointed in me.  She proceeded to tell me if i must go ahead but then said do it two times.  wow they were sensitive all day and even felt them in the sun when they were not rubbing on the shirt.  Also all day i have been tracing the A's when i am alone and not doing anything and feel the heat of the cigarette all over again then in a little while get so turned on.  How strange is that.  Anyway i hope that stops soon because every time it seems to grow in intensity.  I'm wondering when she is going to start having me play with needles next.  She seems to be growing in her ability to be evil.  Not sure if that is a good thing yet but it sure has been exciting and erotic.

May 2nd

Well today was no panty Wednesday and had lots of fun.  Besides not wearing panties my Mistress made me wear a rope bra all day and it had me so turned on today it was cruel.  She also had me touch one of my cigarettes to my nipple to make it sensitive all day on my uniform shirt.  But I must have touched it to likely and it really did not work it fact there was not even a mark on them and she told me it was a mistake.  If she was here or i was there it would not have happened.  I really don't want to disappoint her again.  I will just have to almost rub the nipple next time, instead of just touching it.  I have learned my mistake and need to make her happy.  She also made me bend over and wiggle my ass and giggle while it did it and did not hesitate doing it. That was exciting.