June 28th

The other night i had a session with my Mistress and it was a much more of a pain scene with got me into subspace.She managed to get me hypnotised in nothing flat.  She proceeded to gice me suggestions but really not sure what they were.  Then she woke me up and proceeded to give me orders.  I was told to get six needles and hurry back.  Which i love.  She then told me to place one needle in the top of my aereola. then the other one on the opposte side.  then she had me pierce the bottom of the aereola.  then finally she had me pierce my nipples vertically.  She then had me flick them and twist them.  It was great.  I was really worried that she was going to have me do the piercing and smoking scene. where I pierce above the nipples and place a cigarette on the needle and hang it across the nipple and the light them and just watch them burn up and across the nipple.  I was flying from all the twisting and flicking of the needles.  Then she had me draw them out slowly and the blood felt good dripping down.  Can't wait till the next pain play session with Mistress.

Jun 24th

Well Friday I went to a bar with friends to watch a drag show.  I bought new clothes and had my hair up in pigtails and received several compliments.  While there I had so much fun flirting with some of the guys.  I then went up on a dance pole they had and a couple of the guys were really rooting me on.  I even have a picture of it. It was so much fun.  I did however forget to text my Mistress when I got there.  I hope she is not to made at me.  I was just having so much fun.  I also was smoking sexy for a couple of guys on the patio.

June 22nd

Well looking forward to tonight going to the local drag show.  I get to be all dolled up and in my heels.I may even do a little showing to find something new to wear there tonight.  I always have fun going there.  I get to flirt with the gay and bisexual men there, it is so much fun.  Tonight will be the first time since I received my extensions. 

I was talking with Mistress a few minutes ago but she is watching a soccer game and can't be disturbed during it.  Will get to talk to her during half time though.  Told her I was going there tonight with friends.  We always have fun there and then go and get food afterwards, can't wait.

June 21st

Well i was a little disappointed tonight with my Mistress she told me to texted her when i went out for coffee with my friends and did not hear from her.  Then when i arrived home she was no where to be found online.  I was so hoping to play tonight.  Well i have no idea when she will read this but that is fine.  It would be nice sometimes to find out if she enjoys any of the things she is having me do.  I was also told to have electrical tape.  It would have made coffee more interesting tonight it was a little on the boring side.  Well till next time.

June 20th

Well some interestings things have happened the last couple of days.  I had a very pleasurable session with my Mistress two nights ago.  Then she gave me a suggestion to drive to work topless.  Which was quite fun.  Then last night we had another brief session an it again was rather nice.  She had me laces myself into a rope bra for the day and tonight when I go out.  Of course today has been fun since it is no panty wednesday.  She also wants me to text her when I get there.  Oh I almost missed this and she had me again drive to work topless and then drive home topless. 

I have also mentioned a couple of scene ideas.  The first was a video of a woman in a very nice rack system in which we she has her breasts nails to a board but since mine are semi plastic we would only be able to nail the area around the nipple and aereola.  It was rather a hot scene.  The next was a woman has her breasted pierced above the nipple and aereola and then a cigarette in each and lite.  I would not be able to touch them only the sides and bottom of the breasts.  Though if someone was to pierce the cigarette twice it would be almost impossible to prevent it.

I quess my top is causing me to get myself in trouble.

June 12th

Today was rather eventful.Mistress somehow managed to give me a suggestion to drive to work with out my shirt on and no bra.  I did not realize that I was not wearing it till I pulled up to work.  I just can't believe I left the house topless at lease I had my uniform shirt with me.  Then to my amazement I did it again on the ride home today.  My mistress is quite cleaver in her ways of hypnotizing me and getting me to do things.  It is rather exciting not knowing when or what may happen.

June 9th

Well today for some unknown reason i wore my hair in pigtails to work and all evening. I felt so bimboish all day with it in pigtail.  I do have one strange question why do they call them pigtails.It seems such a funny name for them. Also another feeling that has been getting stronger is when i am smoking i get so turned on and horny along with feeling very girlly.  Then i also get giggly and flirty.  It must be Mistresses training and i am learning to accept it more. I sure hope that everyone that is following is enjoying this as much as i am righting it.

June 6th

Well time to do a little catch up.  Mistress and i were playing and she was giving me a banana explosion which I ended up stopping because I became over heated I felt bad but my body was just not allowing it.  Well I must really beginning to change from some of the hypnosis because there are times i just can't help myself and feel really good about it.  Any way like smoking i suddenly begin to get horny and giggly just while i am smoking.  I also feel much more at ease flirting and girly.  Mistress seems to be able to take me to trance so easy now it is a bit scary the control she has over me, yet it is really exciting.  I can't really explain anymore, but if you experience it yourself you would understand.  I must say Mistress really worked out my tits the night before the banana explosion.  They are still tender but healing quite nicely. 

Well no pantie Wednesday was pretty uneventful this week which has been unusual but it was nice also. since I needed to concentrate on school work.  Well til next time.

June 3rd

Well Yesterday I had extensions installed in my hair and they were 18 inches long.  Now i have nice long bimbo hair in a chestnut brown color.  I love flipping it all around, it feels so sexy.

Then last night Mistress asked me to download Skype but it did not work.  I struggled trying to get it to work.It burned into my play time so Mistress changed what we were going to do.  Which trough me for a loop. She also is developing a real evil sadistic streak.  She commenced to put me in trance and while in trance she proceeded to make me do thing.  The first of which was the draw A's on my breasts to show i belong to my Mistress.  then she had me laces myself into a rope body harness which i still have on because i can't seem to remember how to take it off.  Then  i was instructed to get needles an was told to pierce both nipples.  Which really is not to bad in an of itself because they are so sharp. She then woke me out of trance and every long drag of a cigarette i would see all the things she had me do. The next things are the painful things.  Mistress had me grab the needles and turn them 90 degrees  Oh my not that was painful and having to hold them there while twisting the nipple with the needle.  Then she had me twist them the other direction and hold them.  I was quickly getting close to sub space.  Meanwhile in between the twisting she was having me flick the needles.  this just kept intensifying the pain.  After about 45 minutes of this she said it was time for a cigarette thinking a break i was so wrong.  After i smoked about a third of it she told  me to take a long drag and place the red hot cherry on my right nipple until you said release.  That was the most intense pain and having to wait to release it before it was dab it.  Then you right away had me do the left one and you made hold it longer.  They both are intensely sore now and if the band aides where not on every little thing would irritate them.  then you had me grab the needles and shake my boobs with just the needles.  Wow that was bad also now.  I was really hoping for the banana scene but this kept me off balance.  Till next time.

May 31st

I made a big mistake today. I had an appointment to play with my Mistress and was 3 hours late.  I am willing to do whatever i can to makeup for the mistake.  Mistress has given me a chance to reschedule out play date to another day.  But i feel i have really screwed up and must be willing to do what I can to make up for it.  Tomorrow i get my hair extensions yeah i will finally have long hair that appears all natural and all mine.  Mistress will get to see it on our play date.  Well i have to go for now.