September 26th

Well I am in big trouble with Mistress.  I have not been very good at posting in my blog like I should.  I was told I must post today after work today. 

Well Mistress today had me go to work and home again topless.  I don't even remember her giving me the suggestion.  It must be some sort of trigger that she has implanted in my sub conscious mind.  Wow she really does have control over me.

Now back tracking a little my last session with Mistress really was not a session more of a discussion since she was in a lot of pain.  I asked for permission to smoke like a good submissive should when talking to their Mistress.  She gave me permission since she is training to smoke more feminine.  So I wanted to show her.  She did say I was improving.  Then after awhile of talking she let me have another.  Then when finished she told me she had to go lay down.  We finished  our current conversation and I asked if I could smoke my last one.  She said I could after we sign off.  I really wanted to talk more and she told me it was time to go.  So I removed my top and teased her with my ample breasts.  Bouncing them and caressing them.  She made me pinch my own nipples.  I said that she could make me have a twinge of my own.  Finally she let me light up my last cigarette.  When I was about half way through she  made me roll it across my nipples and touch each with the cherry of the cigarette.  Then when I was done instead of just snuffing out she made me snuff it out on my left nipple.  It has nearly taken a week to heal.

Another thing that has happened is I was able to switch my gender marker on my drivers licence. I was supposed to go out but it got cancelled I think Mistress had something planned for that but it never happened.

One last thing Mistress had me wear a body harness out of rope to work and must say I am a little sore between my butt cheeks but much better today.  I also have to come up with something to make up all of this to her.  Still trying to come up with something.

This the next time I write.

September 19th

Well today was No Panty Wednesday and it was different.  Weather is getting nicer so not wearing panties at work is nicer.  Though today I also had a doctor's appointment.  It was quite a rush prancing around the doctors office without panties.  Then it was off to coffee anf had a blast.  Had alot of fun playing a game called never have.  It was quite the ice breaker really get to know people especially kinky people. Then it was home to eat and watch a little TV.

I hope Mistress is feeling better and we will get to talk and maybe even play who knows.

September 13th

Had a conversation with Mistress on Tuesday night and did not realize she put me under.  The next day I ended up going to work and home from work topless.  I must say it is exciting.  She also is teaching me to smoke more in a true sexy way. 

She has also told me to get 6mm wide ribbon in pink and/or purple.  This is so she can have me pierce my breasts into a corset piercing it will be so hot.

I did have a good no panty Wednesday since the tempatures here are finnally going down some, especially the night time temps.

I so look forward to my next session with Mistress who knows what may be in store for me.

September 6th

I had a session with Mistress which started out more of a discussion then all of a sudden we were having a session.  I am always amazed how she puts me under so quickly she puts me under.Ireally don't know how long she had me under but when I awakened i was terribly horny and had the desire to smoke.  She would would not let me have one.  I do remember getting very horny and began to play with my breasts and flirt with Mistress. Eventually she let me have a cigarette.  She then made the comment that she is going to have to teach me to smoke more like a woman.  Not real sure what she ment by that.  Before the next cigarette i had to draw her A's on my breasts that belong to her. During my next cigarette i continued to get horny but she made me touch each nipple with the tip of the cigarette.

Mistress then had me get my dido and show her how i would give her a smokey blow job.So i had togive Mistress a blow job while smoking. it was so hot.  I ended up smoking two cigarettes while doing it.

Mistress must have given me some more suggestions because the next day every cigarette caused me to get very horny and make me trace the A's on my breasts.

September 2nd

I know it has been awhile since I posted and Mistress is not happy about that and I can't blame her. I have not been feeling to good lately because of the heat and it has been draining me of energy.  Although as of late I am getting my energy back and have been able to have some sessions with Mistress. She will tell me I am to post not only when we have sessions but all the time.

On that note Monday night I had my first session with Mistress in awhile.  It was a different sort of session where we mostly introduced new inductions.  I have been given a pair of purple cuffs and a purple collar.  They are great for two reasons first they are from Mistress and second they are purple. It was fun but Mistress likes to make my cuffs come togethere and it makes typing tough and smoking harder.  But not as hard as when she hooks my writs to my collar.  Then I really can't do anything except knod to her.I then ended up sleeping in my cuffs and collar and wearing them all the next day.  Normally she has the induction end with me going to sleep.  But not this time because everytime I smoked that day the cuffs became all that more real and erotic. It also made me proud to be wearing her collar.

Now on Tuesday night she removed the cuffs and replaced them with a latex catsuit which was also purple and was very hot. Both looking and tempature. I really like the feel of latex though it was in tense and a totally different feeling. Being encased in something that is so skin tight. It would really be very cool to have it painted onfrom the ankles to the neck with a deep plunge in the front. I'm not sure what Mistress would do in the front and rear cotch but it would not matter. Then eventually we went to bed and by the morning it was gone.

On no panty wednesday I had to wear my rope bra all day.  Which was not that bad until I had to let her know I was at coffee.  There she had me standup and singing the jiggly song.  But luck would have it I was in the restroom at the time.  Though I did recieve a couple of stares when I exited.  The next thing she had me do was to flash my rope bra.  again I got lucky because most people where looking the other way  and only a couple of newbies saw it.  I was hoping for no more at this point and was rewarded with no more.

I am hoping my next session with Mistress will involve more pain.  For some reason it really brings me in to a great subspace.Not that I can't get into subspace other ways.  Like when she gave me enemas or the banana session which we need to try when cooler out again I hope.Anyway I look forward to our next session.