November 22nd.

Well there have been some changes to my training.  I now must wear heels when going out of the house other than to work.  Which I have been doing most of the time anyway.  But I must also wear them to bed three days a week Wednesday, Friday, and Saturday.  This is to aide in my transition to permanent high heels.  I so want to please Mistress on this.  I also need to get new work boots that have as much heel I can get away with.

Then Tuesday night I had the most erotic dream.  I was being escorted by Mistress to a public event where i was dressed in a latex cat suit with a corset and 5 inch heels.  The cat suit was red and black. The corset was black leather and reduced my waist by 6 inches.  She also placed a ball gag in my mouth and a collar around my neck with a leash attached to the collar she lead me around by.  She also bound my hands together but in front encase i were to fall.  During the evening Mistress made me kneel numerous times and worship cock.  In fact twice I was ordered to deep throat them.  After which my ball gag would go right back on to keep my mouth open ready to suck cock Mistress told  me.  I then woke up and don't really rember anymore of my dream it was so hot.

Nov 18th

Well I have screwed up this week.  I started out ok.  Talked with Mistress and she had me remove my top during a friends birthday lucky it was a kink friendly party.  The birthday girl got a real thrill over it.  But I had this incredible urge to suck cocks but every one was matched up.  So I never took advantage of this urge that night.  Mistress has been busy this week and has ben hard to connect with but was able to connect with her Wednesday morning for a short time.  She had me wear my rope bra that day which was no panty day which is always fun.  Well at work it really is not noticable except to me especially when installing a rig and I am on my back.  At coffee that night I wore black jeans loose top and a jackrt with it getting cold hear.  It still is fun to wear I also wore 4 1/2" heels.

Now Thursday I began getting sick and did not update my blog like I was suppose to and I had a tenative play time scheduled with Mistress and slept through the morning because I was not feeling good.  In fact I am now just starting to feel better.  I have received a im message from Mistress that I have lost pillow privledges till the next Thursday if I post correctly on next Thursday.

November 8th

Well this week I had a session withMistress that she had me doodle on my chest and her breasts.  It began with her taking me into trance and then I remember doodling on my breasts.  It began with placing Mistress's A's on first.  The more I doodled the more I wanted to do more.  Then wrote the words slut and bimbo. Then wrote Alyssa's Bimbo. Then she began making suggestions and i ran with them. I just kept adding things. It was fun and I had to go through the whole next day with it there.

On no panty wednesday Mistress had me wear my rope bra and thigh high nylons. Everytime I smoked the bra sem to get tighter and tighter like a big hug. when finished it went back to normal.  Coffee was alot of fun tonight even though i was not feeling real good.

November 1st.

Well this week was much better than last week.  Last week I thought I maybe on my way out.  It turns out that I am still very much liked and she has fun with me.  Saturday night I was dressed like a true bimbo.  I wore white thigh highs with pink bows.  Panties were white ruffled and lacey.  I wore a white see through tutu. on top I wore a white corset top, that was backless.  It really showed off my tattoo.  I also wore black high heels.  I recieve the best looks at the party and recieved quite a number of compilments.

Now on tuesday night we had a play session, where we had an intense ssession.  She first had me draw A's on her breasts.  Then she told me to get safety pins, eight in all.  I also was told to get ribbon.  I then forgot to bring something to cut it.  I was given 3 minutes to get something and ran over I was was severly reprimanded.  She then proceeded to half me pierce my breasts with the safety pins. She was wanting me to pin them together.  But doing it by myself was not working I needed at least one more hand.  So she had me pierce the top of my breasts evenly from the aereoles up, with the loops in the middle.  I then was to lace them togrthere with the ribbon.like a corset. She had me pull them togrther tightly.  This was such an endorphine high.  I was flying.She then took a picture and sent me the file and had me post it on my fetlife profile picture.  Then she woke me up from my trance. 

The next day At coffee I wore High heels with black and white thigh highs.  Next White ruffled panties a ablack lace skirt.  I also wore a white lace top withHer A's on her breasts in blue sharpie.  She told me that there would be a surprise.  She also gave me permission to wear panties but just to coffee.  So I was very nerous most of the evening.  She ordered me to shake my boobies once for either 30 or 60 seconds.  But that ended up all she had me do I was relieved .  Could have been rather embarassing and/or humilating. I was also very horney all day and even more so in the evening.  Everytime I smoked it got more intense.