December 27th

Well the week started out like I was not going to be able to play with Mistress at all.  But Thursday night I was finally able to play with Mistress.  I think Mistress Likes me smoking my bimbo stick which is a e-cig.  I was smoking real cigarettes but I had to quite for a up coming surgery. So I now have a pink e-cig. and smoke it like smoking a cigarette with a cigarette holder.  Mistress seems to like it.  I am also able to produce a lot of vapor which looks like smoke.

Now Thursday night Mistress was playing with the fishing weights and the chain.  She really likes to play with my pirced nipples.  She loves to hang weights from them and make me jiggle them with weight. However this makes it very difficult to do.  She had me place 9 ounces on each nipple then the chain also which weighs about a another pound.  I really need to weigh that chain to know for sure.  Well she was also having me get on all fours for several minutes swaying back and forth.  Then Mistress had me grabbing thhe center of chain and dropping it.  I did enjoy the rush of endorphins I am getting a little worried about my nipple piercings.  We have once again caused them to bleed.  I think we will need to start using some sort of clamp to hang the weights from my nipples. I do not want to cause my nipples to tear.I hope Mistress understands this.  The next day wearing the rope bra and the butt plug all day was rather intense.  My nipples were quit sore but what a turn on all day.  Later in the day the plug was getting quit squishy and moist.  It felt good however but was getting a little messy.

Well until next week who knows what Mistress will have me do.

Shit I can't belive this I forgot to publish.  I knew I was tired but I didn't realize I did not publish.  Mistress will never believe this.  With my past history of posting I wouldn't believe me either.  However I really am trying to post on time and now this.  Well either she will believe me or not I will just have to do better.

December 21st

Well was late last week but Mistress let it go as a birthday present.  I was still bummed this past week we have not been able to play at all because of her work schedule.  I wish they would just hire some one to replace to person that left so we could get back to playing. Well she probably won't be happy with me again since I am a day late. I am so bummed my stirrups have not come in for my nipple piercings.  I really want to hang A's from them just for Mistress. I hope we will be able to play this up coming week.  This will be almost two weeks without play.  Yes Mistress has made me sleep with my butt plug in and wearing heels.  Also has made me do a couple of things during coffee to embarass myself or give a thrill to others.  Though I must say the couple of times I wear a dress and it gets pulled down it quit exciting.  I also quite enjoy bowling in a short skirt every Monday.  I think there is one girl who really does not like it but oh well.  I look forward to the surprises Mistress has for me.  I really wish we could play though.  Who knows it probably will be exciting or at least memorible I think. Then again there have been a few things we have talked about that might not be as fun but very memorable like the banaana  torture, it sounds exciting but could be just be just good for her watching me squirm not sure.  I did comee up with the idea from fet life. I also really need to get the jeweled butt plug.  Mistress I hope is not to disappointed I have not gotten it yet just will have to put at the top of list next to stirrups. 

Well not much else to talk about. Talk to you later.

December 6th

Well it has been a good and bad week.  I had a great play time with Mistress.  It was rather intense and made me very happy.  Mistress really likes to use needles and lace them together.  There was no problems with inserting the needles and no problems threading the needles but they seem to be to close to one another and the ribbon once laced hid some of them.  Mistress seems to think if we use two different colors it will fix the problem.  I however think they need to be separated more and also use the multiple color ribbon.  I have both pink and purple. I have to say though making me jiggle while bound up really did not work much bewbs really did not move but the wieghts moved.If that was the goal it worked but really not very affective.

Mistress also had me sleep twice with my plug in for the night which is always an interesting feeling in the morning.

I really did not enjoy bowling this week in jeans it is much more fun in a short skirt.  Mistress also agreed and will be switching back to that next week.

Now I was really bummed to hear how much the silver stirups were going to be to hang on my nipples.  The person who quoted them really miss quoted.  So now they are looking for ones in surgical stainless steel like my barbells. Should be much less expensive.  I have also received good feedback on my post about getting my nipples tattood into the shape of hearts.  Not the nipples themselves but the areola around the nipple.  I still want a little more feed back.

Well I was hoping Mistress will be giving me more suggestions on becoming a better bimbo.  There really does not seem to be any of that going on lately.  I hope that changes in the future.  I really was hoping for more of that. It was helping me with flirting with men as well as some women.  As I am bisexual even though I have not been with z man yet I am looking forward to it very much.

Well that is it till next week.

November 29th

Well this week I finally got to play with Mitress.  I really don't want to talk about the play session.  Which was quite fun.  We really did not do anything new.  However I have been disappointed in not getting my stirrups so I can hang Mistress's  A's from them.  I will be checking with them again. 

Now Mistress did bring up something I thought was particularly sexy, but it sort of scares me.  What it is is having my nipples tattooed into heart shapes. But they need to be just the right shape and size Mistress.  They also need to be the right color.  What scares me is if they are not I will have to live with them for the reast of my life.  I know Mistress wants me to get them for my birthday.  That is only two weeks away and I need to go see my tattooist to make sure he is willing.  I will have to discuss it also with my piercer to make sure all will be okay.

I am sure this will spark some conversation with Mistress.  I also hope that she will not be mad with me being a couple of hours late but I am truely sorry.

November 22nd.

Well, I finally was able to play with Mistress.  I was so happy just to talk with her. The next thing she wanted to see my new hair style.  I had gone and had extensions put in.  So I signed into Skype and she loved it. I was so happy because I kept the same hair color Mistress asked me to get.  I really wanted to please Mistress.  I don't like being punished and being ignored.  It really sucks being ignored.  I can see that she is online but ignores me.  She then had me take puffs on my bimbo stick, I love doing that for Mistress.  She so loves smoking as a fetish.  It is such a turn on for her.  I know she uses it in my traing to re-enforce a number of the suggestions she gives me.  The next thing I know is I was waking up and my bewbs were covered in doodling.  Another of one of Mistress's things she likes to make me do with sharpies no less so I can't simply wash off.  I have to spend a few days with my doodles. They usually are not easy to hide at all. 
But Mistress likes it that way.  What I did not realize at this point and don't remember doing it all is posting pictures to fet life of them with captions and all.  Mistress has so much power over me.  It can be quite scary at times, knowing she has that ability, but I trust her.  I am learning I never know what may come next for me.

Mistress is quite a unique person and I have so much fun with her.  I believe she has fun with me also from whatbI can tell.  I know she would rather me be smoking real 120 cigarettes, but for now my e-cig will have to do until my surgery.  I am sure then I will be back to them for she loves it so much.  I also know she would love to have me there in person to play with.  Some day in the future maybe I will be able to make it happen.  I know she would love for it to be after my surgery so she could take full advantage of me but then again maybe not. She may like the power she has over me before it.

Well have to go bake now.  Till next week or sooner.

Nov 17th

Well I am two days late because I was out very late Friday and then up early Saturday went four wheelling with a friend.  Did not get back till late and was exhausted.  How ever after a night sleep not however good I am going to try and post to my blog but not a whole lot to talk about.

Mistress is pobably going to me mad with me for not sending her a message before I was late but I honestly could not.  I did however text her as soon as possible to let her know.  Well there was not a lot going on between Mistress and I this week due to the fact of her crazy work schedule.  I sure hope that improves soon.  How ever there have been some changes this week.  Had what was left of my extensions removed then had my hair trimmed.  Later around Tuesady my hair was colored again at a salon with much better resluts than doing it myself.  Finnally on Friday had my new extensions but in.  They are longer and wavy.  Monday is when I will get to finally get to wash my hair for the first time.

Mistress has not seen it yet and I can not wait to show her.  I sure hope she likes it.  I am 99% percent sure she will. Next week I will be joining a gym to help to loose weight, but not from my breasts that is for sure.  I wish they could take fat from my midsection and put in my boobs so they were bigger. 

I sure hope Mistress goes back to normal soon.  I miss talking with her now more than anything.  I can handle when I screwup with my blogging and not getting to play at least I get to talk with her. But not getting to even really talk to her sucks. It bordering on depressing in fact.  I sure hope her company hires someone new soon.  Well til next week.

Nov.8th

Well it has been another week and was not able to play.  It was rather depressing being not able to play, but I can only blame myself.  For I forgot to post to my blog on time.  Tonights will be brief since there really is not much to write about.  Mistress is enforcing my punishment to help me learn.  But I must be humble and accept my punishment.

I so look forward to next week.  Punishment will be lifted but Mistress's schedule will be all screwed up.  So even with punishment lifted I may not get to play. Bummer.

Well till next week I will probably write more tomorrow or Sunday .  Was out late and wanted to get some thoughts in my blog.

November 1st

Well Mistress had some fun with me last night while at coffee last night.  She had me stand up and singing the jiggly song for 20 seconds. Later in that night I was ordered to flash my ass to everyone at my table. Giggling the whole time.  Later after I got home I began talking to her later that night. I had no idea we would end up playing. Mistress I did begin writing this on Friday but was feeling very tired and you went to sleep so I could not ask for and extenion.  Then Saturday I was busy all day helping my son move. Then I went back over on Sunday to begin assembly of the nursery.  I am very sorry that I did not finish my post in my blog. I will accept my punishment of not playing for a week. I will own my decisions for my actions and have no one to blame. e

As for what we did do while talking Thursday night was rather intense.  Mistress had me get the chain and fishing weights.  We began with me puffing on my bimbo stick and some how you where able to take me under and put me in trance. You then had me get the chain and fishing weights while under trance.  You first had me place the chain on my nipples.  Then you had me get down on all fours and make the chain sway for two minutes then get back up in my seat.  Then you had me puff on my bimbo stick some more.  Next you had me add the six ounce wieghts on my nipples.  You made me jiggle my breasts. Then I was back down on all fours chain swaying again for two minutes.  The weight is pulling straight down on my nipples. Then I was back on my seat.  I was jiggling my breasts and giggling about it.  It was quite fun, with the endorphins rising.  I was able to take drinks of water now aand then puffs of my bimbo stick. you then made me jiggle my breasts.  Then it was time to add more weights.  We added three more ounces. to each nipples.  Then I was pulled back down on all fours again with the chain swaying for another two minutes and pulled back up to my seat. Then the vibraters began first at 2 then three four  with it growing to eleven causing me to bounce up and down.  The weights were swaying and bouncing.  The endorphines are begining to rise and I feel like I could cum any minute any time.  Then you told me to cum. I did not explode right away but I did.  Then you allowed me to puff on my bimbo stick some more and drink water.  Then you had me pulling up on the chain and dropping the chain. Then we were finished. I was told to take the weights off slowly first the three ounce weights then the six ounce weights.  Then we smoked some more and drank. Finnally I was told to remove the chain.  You then gave me some more suggestions. Which has made the weekend rather enjoyable. You had also make me post a new picture to my fetlife profile. It was then time to go to sleep.

Well till next week.

October 27th

Well I am writing this two days late.  I am hoping my Mistress will foregive me and accept this post.  I just finished IMing her. As I told her I would do my post.

 I really don't have alot to write about this since my last post.  I have talked with my Mistress and she told me we might get to play this coming week.  Mistress just informed me that I am foregiven.  Yeah.  I have been watching Heroes while I am writing this I forgot how good this show is. 

Mistress is so good to me and can talk to her about anything.  It makes me very happy that she is both my ower and friend.  She has helped me become a better bimbo slut.  I hope that this continues. I have no idea how far this will go but I trust her that she will not hurt me or put me in harms way.

Well I hope to have something fun to write about next week.  Till then have some bimbo fun, I know I will.

October 22nd

Well it has been awhile since I last  blogged and my Mistress is probably is not very happy with me.  My life with work and family has really gotten in the way of my bimbo training.  I am hoping that she will forgive me and continue with my training.  I have really enjoyed the training.  I also wonder where my training will take me.  She has already taken me places I never thought I would.  In fact my bowling partner made a comment last night that was eye opening.  I was struggling through the first game, throwing a number of 9 pin frames unable to pick them up.  He asked if I was over thinking about it.  I answered I don't think so.  He then told me you could be thinking about how your panties are showing when you bend over. He continued to say your panties were quite sexy that night.  Well I stopped thinking about bowling and what I was showing.

I really didn't realize I was showing that much when I dressed.  However now I that I know I find it rather exciting.  I now wonder what other changes have occured and I don't realize it.  I do know I giggle quite a bit more than I use to.

I probably won't have much to write about this week since I won't get to play.  But I will probably will share some more things like in this weeks blog.  I hope this sparks discussions with Mistress.  Anyway till Friday.

Septeber 29th

Well this has been a busy week with Mistress.  This is my second post for the week.It is starting with the second night of play.  I was instructed to Make myself pretty.  So I proceeded to put my hair into pigtails.  I then put eye liner, mascra, lip stick and finally a dress.  Mistress was very pleased with my appearance.  She also told me to have candles and the weights.  Well the next thing that I remember is I was waking up from trance.  However waking up from trance normally I am allowed to remember details. It began with us playing with the weights.  First however I had to remove my dress.  I was to remove it and fold it up neatly.  Then you ordered me to hang two 6 ounce weights off of both nipples using my piercings.  Then came all the funof the previous night using all my triggers getting me to jiggle, wiggle, sway and bounce my boobies causing the wights to pull, yank and stretch my breasts.. We then began to use the candles first dripping wax on my breasts by tipping the candle wax ont my breasts.  Next we took tea light candles and dripped wax and stuck them in place.  Which looked hot while burning the problem wax could not see the wax the color was only on the surface.  So next time I need to find candles where the color goes all the way through the candle so it is visible when melting and landing on my skin.  The next problem was the tea lights had a metal plate for the wick which heated up quite a bit and caused two burns one on each breast.  Mistress then had some more fun with the weights.  By the time we were done my nipples were rock hard and constantly sore with pain.  Then we began the clean up by removing the wax from my breasts.  But I was not allowed to remove the weight.  I was to go get a wash cloth and wipe down my skin where the wax was to help cool them.  We then taked and smoked for a while until you said it was time to sleep, at which time I was able to remove the weights.

The next night I was hoping to play again to feel the weight of all the weights.  But you denied me the opportunity.  You told me I would just to have to dream about it.  I was so disappointed.  However on Friday you had me wear my tack bra to work.  I could not remember How to remove it until I absolutely could not take it any more.  Which ended up about 8 pm and my breasts were so sore from the tacks.  Luckly the tacks are not to sharpe but they do leave an impression.

Well I can't wait to see what the following week has in store for me.  Well till next week.

September 24th

Well Mistress gave me a list of things I had to get for future sessions.  They were fishing weights in 4-6oz.,, 2-3oz., votive candles in pink, red, and purple.  I also was to get 16 needles along with pink and purple ribbon. I also was to get my hair colored a medium vibrant red.

Well I colored my hair on Friday and was able show Mistress it over the weekend.  The next thing was the fishing weights and must have gone to at least 5 different sporting goods stores. I was finally able to find them at Pro Bass.  The candles were another story.  I was not able to find purple ones.  I did however find pink and red ones.  I also bought several white tea lights.

Now I did have a session with Mistress last night in which we used the the fishing weights.  It began with just small talk and the next thing I know I am waking up from trance. The good thing is that I get to remember it.  But before that started Mistress told me I had 13 minutes to get ready and I did not get ready in time and Mistress made me sit while she enjoyed a cigarette.  Then told me that it was unacceptable and I should have as politely was some more time.  We then  had me stand and twirl around to show you what I had on.  She thought it was cute.  We then proceeded to talk and the next ting I am in trance.

Mistress first task for me was to tie ribbon to the weight.  She then had me hang the three ounce weight to start with.  They really were not that noticeable unless they were bouncing.  No real pain or discomfort.  But they did cause my nipples to get quite hard.  She me placing my hands above my head  and cause them to bounce.  I was doing jiggles and other things like that to get the weights to bounce and sway.  She then had me switch them for 6 ounce weights which doubled the amount and I could feel them from the get go.  Mistress you had me place my arms above my head several times which actually are more sore than my nipples by far.

She then started using trigger to get me to jiggle my boobies.  She was having a lot of fun with this.  These weight were hanging from my nipples for at least an hour or so more.  I could tell Mistress was having fun with it.  During the session Mistress was taking pictures of me and had me post them to FetLife  I did not even know this until she loved them and made a comment.  Then this evening while waiting for Mistress to sign on I went on another site and saw she posted them there also.  When we finally were done I asked if I could feel what it would be like to have all of them on and she told me not now.

Before she said good bye. She ordered me to were my rope bra  to work and it was to be very snug. I could not help but be turned on all day.Especially when I had my bimbo stick.  I can't wait till we do the candle session I was so hoping it would be tonight   I even made sure to bring home plastic to cover the floor.

Well till next post.

September 20th

It is Sunday and Mistress is having me wear my Karanda to bed along with high heels.  I was hoping to talk about my blog with her but as of yet no. Mistress Understood my blog and liked it but it was late and late is late.  So I did not get any play time this week.

Tuesday I was able to talk with Mistress and she had me wear my rope corset to bed.  Which is not bad put after sleeping in it it was hard to get up out of bed.  The corset does not allow me to just sit up.  Keeping everything in tight makes it a little more challenging.  We did do some talking but mostly about pictures we both loved in Fetlife.

Well Wednesday went well except for the fact I was really tired.  Since Wednesday are no pantie days I was not wearing any all day.

Thursday was coffee and Mistress remember that fact and was having me jiggle my boobies and when it was near the end had me flash my ass to everyone I was sitting near.  Later in the evening I was able to talk with Mistress some more and she had me lace myself into my rope corset again.  She then taught me to hold my vaporizer in a more lady like fashion.  she then discussed with me some things I was to get for our next play session.  I need to get some various fishing weights which I think sh plans to hang from my nipples using the barbells not sure though.  I am also to get 16 more needles she has a need do do a lacing again. with both pink and purple ribbon.  The final thing I am to get is candles.  Which I find extremely hot and hope that is what we do.  We also talked about a person that contacted me and was hoping to hear from me and was told to tell him that he needs to contact my Mistress.  I also suggested that he could be a surrogate to train me to service a real cock instead of a dildo.  The final thing was to post into my blog on time which I am doing now.  I have to go get the hair color and candles.  The fishing weights maybe more difficult not sure.  She wants 6 oz. and 3 oz. weights which is not real common here I think could be wrong hope so.  I also found a picture of a girl with her nipples tattooed into hearts.  I thought it was hot so I showed them to Mistress and she agreed they were hot and thinks those should be my next Tattoo. 

Well I have to run to hopefully get all the supplies.  Hair dye, candles, needles, and weights.

September 20th

September 14th

As usual Saturday the 14th continues to be my bad luck day.  I once again failled to post on time and must endure a week with no play.  I can't blame no one but myself. I was actually having a good week. Mistress had two small sessions with me. Well take that back Mistress actually had one good session with me but most of our play was limited to all triggers this week.  But I seem to have a renewed feeling that being a bimbo is the right choice for me.  But sometimes my choice seems to hinder me.  Because sometimes just can't seem to stay on track with things.  I tend to forget dead lines and when things are due or the times I am to meet people.  However I have been able to laugh or giggle them away and people seem to be able to forgive me for my mistakes so far.

I know Mistress wanted me to go out wearing my kitty cat makeup but my room mates would not let me out that way.  they did however help me with the correct look of being a bimbo/whore look.  I guess this week will be a week to reflect on my mistakes.  I hope Mistress will forgive me.  I just can't believe I was such a ditz and did not post on time again.  It is not like she loads me up with chores.  I also think she is disappointed that I am not smoking real cigaretts.  I might have to get a couple of packs and hide them just for my sessions with Mistress.  It is just hard to hide the smell from my room mates.  Bur I will try.

I must say I had a great time at Kareoke Thursday night since I had no work on Friday.  I was however not able to perform the song Mistress wanted me to the person doing the show did not have it available.  However I did get to perform to songs and my friends thought I did okay .  Will have to practice them. Well till next week.

September 6th

Well this week has sucked but I can only blame myself for my problems.  If I would have posted to my blog on time or made arrangements to post late I would have been okay. However I did not do that and did not get to play at all.  Then I also played a little with another Mistress that my owner said I could however we have not been able to match our schedules until Monday.  My owner Mistress found out about it and was very mad.  But I hope after our long talk we are both on the same page now.  I really don't want to upset her like this again because if I do it will probably be all over.

We also discussed some things we would both like to do in the future. I'm not sure if we will ever be able to meet in person like I would want.  That is the problem with long distance relationships.  But for now I want to make this work for the both of us.

I believe after today I might start trying to write in here more often.  I have to say I wish it would cool off here soon.  The other night I asked Mistress if I could tie myself into a rope corset.  I then slept in it for the rest of the night.  I must say I had a herd time sitting up since I could not bend at the waist.  I'm not sure how I will fair when I begin tight lace training.

Another thing that I have been thinking about is getting bigger boob job.  Don't get me wrong I love my boobs but would love to have larger ones which most bimbos seem to have.  I also need to quite smoking to have my lower surgery.  I also have to loose some weight so I am going to begin some type of diet and work outs and may even join a gym.  Need to go through expenses and see what I must do to make it work.

Well I need to go for this week.  Till next week keep giggling.

August 31st

This week started out slow mainly because I was so tired.  But once I had enough rest the week began to improve.  I was trying to get Mistress to play but she seemed busy.  So I backed off.I was talking with Mistress before work.  In fact one morning I ended up going to work with no top on.  I pulled into our parking lot when I relized I had no top on. So I quickly pulled my top on and went inside and straightened my hair.  This also ended up happening on the way home.I really need to let Mistress know she must be careful having me do this since my drivers license now has me as female and could get into alot more trouble.

Well Tuesday night I was to contact Mistress to discuss setting up a play session.  The next thing I know we are having a session.  I'm going into trance and then Mistress is saying welcome back. I knew that I had been under but could not remember what we were doing. Sometimes I can remember what we were doing. However I could not stop placing ice cubes up my sissy pussy but had no idea why I was doing it. Just that Mistress had given me a suggestion and I could not help myself.  Then she began with the all kinds of triggers driving me crazy till I was cummimg.  First she kept asking if I was dripping from my sissy pussy and I was saying no but then all of sudden I began.  Then I was gushing as well as cumming.  I was feeling so good that Mistress wanted to just give me pleasure.  But I do get a lot of pleasure from pain and sometimes I think Mistress for gets that sometimes.

Now I am not sure how Mistress will take this, but I am going to have to quite smoking.  In order to get my surgery later this year which I am still hopeful for, but not absolutely sure yet. So I have tried to quit in the past and was unsuccessful.  So I have gone to a e-cig and really like it.  The nice thing is this I can step down the nicotine willout changing the flavor.  Well there probably won't be any sessions to write about this next week since I am late posting in my blog.  I can't expect any session.  But you never no Mistress may changenher mind but probabaly not.  That would be rare.

Well I will write again next week no matter what.Till then let all your dreams and desires be kinky.

August 24th

Well this was a slow week.  Mistress was sick and I was quite tired.  Though she did give me task for Friday which I was to wear to to work.  She wanted me to wear sexy bra, panties and hose all under my uniform.  Which was nice. The forth item is where the challenge came in.I was to wear my butt plug till lunch time. Which at night would normally would not be hard, but at work walking around with the occasional sitting was quite difficult. I was sweating a lot and my ass wanted to keep pushing out.  Lucky for me I was working in the shop by my self.  I was so glad to take it out at lunch and store it in the car.

Well I hope this week will be better.  But it is not starting well with me scratching my eye and it is one of the worse things I have experienced.  I was going to ask for another extension but decided to just get it over with.  Hopefully I will have more to write next week.

August 16th

Well this has been and interesting week.  Well Mistress seems to be rather busy but we did have a session.  It started out with me smoking for her, well not exactly.  Before I could light up Mistress had me in trance.  I'm still not sure but when she brought me out I had my hair in pigtails, naked except for my high heels, and pink lip stick.  Anyway we did have a bimbo stick finally. During it I remember getting so turned on an horny.  To be honest I now get that way anytime I chat with Mistress.  Anytime I'm talking with her I get so horny and excited.  Though lately seem to be more horny over all.  Now I don't remember much about our session this week.but Mistress said she had me under for about 90 minutes.  Well do know she did give me some suggestions though be cause the next day I wore my rope bra and rope corset to work and it was snug.  Not only that but it was hot at work and I wanted to remove it.Every time I tried I would start to giggle and could not remember how to remove it.  I ended up wearing it till bed time.  I also ended up wearing it to coffee which is outside and was not the most comfortable but it kept me thinking of Mistress.  Oh how I want a real session with her.  Oops all my sessions are real but I mean where I am there serving her in person instead of long distance.  It would be so more intense, exciting and I could really service her.  Well we talked again on No Pantie Wednesday but she was going to have a session with my sister subby.But was able to have a bimbo stick with her.  She somehow must have put me in trance again.  Because at my Thursday night coffee I ended up wearing my Kitty Kat Makeup and did not realize till coffee.  A friend pointed out how cute and I began to purr.Well till next week.

August 9th

Well this has been a very eventful week for me.  Since I did and extra post a story Mistress allowed me to do to be able to have a session of the week.  The first session occurred on Tuesday night. It was a short session with Mistress but had lasting effects.  Mistress took me under and gave me some suggestions.  The main one that I remember quite well.  She had me tie a rope corset on myself for No Pantie Wednesday.  Well work was challenging in a rope corset. it gave me plenty of support but not movement.  Though it is more flexible than a real tight lace corset.  I could not figure out how to remove it until I went to bed.  But every time I tried to remove it I would begin to giggle.  It was very frustrating.  But by bedtime I was able to remove it.

Wednesday night Mistress was busy with work so I could not have a session with her.  But she hinted we might be able to have one Thursday night.  I was excited and looked forward to having my session with her and it would be a full session.  It began like most sessions with me smoking for her.  Then she began to give me more suggestions but did not realize it.  She is very good at taking me under without me even knowing she is until it I am woken up from trance.  It began with me drawing Mistress's A's on my breasts.  But for some reason I was getting very turned on and horny.  The more I did the horny I was getting.  I drew things like hearts, stars, butterfly, rainbow, flowers, a pair of boobs, and finally a penis and balls.  Mistress then took me back under and I finally stopped doodling.  She then asked if I had my heels on and I did not.  She was unhappy about this and had me go get them on and proceeded to go outside out to the street and do three poses and hold each for ten seconds.  I have to mention I was totally nude except for my heels. I was also told to bring back the ribbon and binder clips.  When I returned I brought back four and that is all I could find.( I was instructed to get more for the future.). Mistress had me put two on the outside of my breasts.First the left side then the right side.  She then ordered me to get four clothespins and tie a long ribbon through the four.  She told me to place one on each nipple but they would not fit. So they were then placed on the aureoles opposite of the binder clips which were getting quite  painful.by now.  Then  place the other two on my scrotum.  She then had me smoke while the pain grew then I had the get more ribbon and tie the binder clips together with ribbon.  She then proceeded to tease and torment me about pulling them off. She began by typing P then U and then L and then talked about something else then PULL.  Oh my god was that painful.  She then did the same thing with the clothes pins.  Then she had me slap the outsides of my breasts.  We then smoked again.  Finally I was flying in subspace.  Mistress must have given me some more suggestions.  Because I drove to work with no top on.  Not the car but me.  Also so far every bimbo stick I smoke brings me back to sub space and I become very horny, giggly, and happy like a girly girl. 

I so look forward to our next session.  She always keeps me very off guard and off balance.  I never know what will happen next.  The only thing I know for sure is I am becoming much more of a bimbo girl who giggles, laughs, is horny all the time, and craves cock especially my Mistress's.ill next time.

August 4th

Well Mistress has given me a chance to get back in good standing and earn a session this week since I once again was late with my post.  I need to write another story and must make sure to use spell checker and give it more depth.  Mistress has given me another photo to inspire me.  The photo is the one below.

Our story begins with me getting dressed to go out on the town with Mistress as she has instructed me to dress to impress.  So I began to shave my body making sure not to nick myself but be as smooth as possible.  Then I began to apply lotion beginning at my toes and slowly working up my legs feeling all the curves of my legs.  They feel so sexy when they are so smooth i begin to rub myself a little beginning to get horny.  I then progressed up to my thighs and then my booty being so sexy smooth an soft.  I continue to get more horny the more I apply lotion to my body.  I begin to apply lotion now around my waist as I work my way up to my breasts.  I then take a detour and lotion my arms beginning at my hands working my way up to my elbows.  Feeling my finger nails caress my arms as I continue up to my shoulders slowly dragging my nails down my arms giving myself goosebumps and shivers  up and down my back.  It is making be so horny, I not sure but I have a feeling I will be late to Mistress's house.  Now I finally begin to apply the lotion to my breasts they are so soft and shapely.  I am a full figure girl after all. I just love to squeeze them together running my hands from my chest to my nipples.  As I slide to the nipple I squeeze just a little harder pinching the nipples and tugging on then.  Causing  jolts of pleasure shooting down to my pussy causing me to get wetter every time I run my hands down my breasts.  I begin to to moan with pleasure the more I stroke my breasts.  I then realize that if I am late I will be in  trouble and this will amount to just a moment in time. Mistress will make it a lot more fulfilling an intense  if on time.  However if I am late Mistress will make me regret being late that no matter how much pleasure I get now.  So I rub the remaining lotion in and then powder my legs to put my black seemed hose on without running them.  I then pull on my garter belt and apply the stays to my hose.  The garter belt is quite sexy because of all the lace in it.  Next I get my black 5 inch stiletto heels and slowly slide them on and they feel so good since they fit like a glove.  These shoes make my legs so sexy and long.  They also cause me to have such a sexy strut as I walk in them.  I then slip into a little black dress and I do mean little.  I do not wear a bra or panties because Mistress like my pierced nipples to show through.  She also does not like pantie lines hence no panties including thongs.  She also likes that when I bend over my ass and everything else shows.  She does not allow me to squat she insists I bend at the waist.  Now dressed I can put my makeup on with smokey eyes with a hint of pink. Then I apply pink lips and a super shiny lip gloss.  A hint of pink plush except on the left cheek where I draw a heart with red lip liner and fill it in with pink.  The heart is not large  but very sexy.  Then spritz myself with a little Coco by Channel.

I arrive at Mistress house just a minute early I was so happy.  I knock at the door and Mistress orders me to strip.  So I remove my dress and Mistress begins here inspection.  She runs her hands over all my exposed skin.  She looks at my hose for runs or snags.  I am so pleased she does not find anything wrong.  She then takes me to the play room and has two black ropes out.  She tells me to hold my hair up.  She then takes the longer of the two ropes and it is much longer.  She takes it and begins with tying a rope bra, then that flows right into a corset.  Now I know why she was using the long rope and it was very long.  She was able to tie a corset that went all the way down to my hips.  It is so constricting that I can only take short breathes.  She then says lets go out to the back deck and smoke.  I pull out one of my bimbo sticks and light it as instructed.  Now I am not able to take any real deep drags but still able to smoke.  Mistress tells me to stand in front of her while I am smoking.  She then touches my left nipple with her cigarette it makes me jump.  She then yells at me to hold still and then applies it to my right nipple this time I don't jump.  Then Mistress tells me to turn around with my back to her.  I was a little scared with my back to her where she dragged her cigarette across my ass leaving lines on my ass.  When done we had one more She then proceeded to form a "A" on my right cheek.  She then instructed be to sit in the chair next to her. I felt every one of the marks she applied to my ass to form the "A".  We then went inside back to the play room where she took the second rope and told me to hold my hair up and look straight ahead.  She then proceeded to tie a rope corset around my neck.  It was not tight but was restrictive and kept me from looking down.  She then had me put my dress back on and we went out.

July 2nd

Well it is another week but I am allowed a session with Mistress this week because I was late posting last week. I do have an assignment to do on my blog.  I will get to that soon.  First I want to tell Mistress that I am very sorry for posting late last week.  I am trying to do better.  I did get to smoke my bimbo sticks twice for Mistress which was nice.  I also talked with my part time play partner also.  Well as for coffee this week Mistress wanted me to wear my rope bra to coffee with tape over my nipples but both room mates told me it would not be good they new place may frown on it.  So I wore a white bustier and black mini skiert and black high heels.  I also wore a diaper under it.  I had a great time at coffee and was dogged by a number of men.  But none willing to come up to me.

Well now it is time for my assignment.  I was told to use the following picture for inspiration to writee a story.

Well our  story starts ouras I arrive at Mistresses home for the weekend.  It is about 5 pm on Friday and I am all excitedas we have never played together in person before.  So I am both scared anf extreme excited and horny.  There is a envelope attached to the door and a box on the ground.  The envelope says Mandi open me first.  So I do inside Mistress says hello and tells me she has a test for me.  I am to follow the instructions to the letter. So I began to read. I was to take the box and head to the back deck.  There I was to strip and fold my clothes neatly and place on the table. Then I was to kneel on the blanket and open the box. In the box was a collar with multiple rings, cuffs both ankle and wrist, open locks no leys.  Next was a pair of ballet heels that also locked on.  Finally a soft plush blind fold.  I was to first put the heels on and then lock them.  So I did.  Next came the ankle cuffs which fitt nice over the ballet shoes and were then locked on.  Next was the collar, it was wide about 3 inches and then came down to a point between my breasts..  It had a number of rings attached to it.Once on it was hard to look down anymore.  Next and final thing was the wrist cuffs which were locked on and then I began to think about what I had just done.  I began to shake and tremble.  I continued with the note.  I was then to apply the blind fold and kneel on the blanket the attach the chain to the collarwith lock and face to the ground so my ass was totally exposed..  I was to remain in this postion and wait for further instuctions.  Well I could not runn even if I wanted to.  First I was chained to the deck which was locked. Second I was wearing ballet heels, no running in them. Third and final I was naked. I must have been therefor hour getting ready because I was having second thoughts.  When everything was in place I must have been kneeling there for hours.  It turned out Mistress was watching the whole time on camera. She was giggly with excitement of what lay ahead for her sub. Mistress finally came and instructed me to get up.and follow her.  She unlocked the leash. Getting up was a trick not only were my legs stiff from kneeling but I was wearingballet heels I was moving slow.  She told me to hurry up. I was then taken upstairs no less and locked in the room  Mistress told me there were Virginia Slims in the top draw and not to go in anything else.  So I went and got the bimbo sticks and sat in the window seat thinking what is next for me.

July 28th

Well it has been another week of training.  I had a session with Mistress this week and we did several things and it was quite fun.  I really don't remember how she but me under this week but I know I was under quite well and deep.  It began with me working on my smokey blow jobs.  During the first bimbo syick I was mostly getting into a good pace working up the dildoe which in my mind became her cock. Several nice deep plunges all the way down my throat.  While making sure I was smoking and getting into a nice rythum.Once I stated the second bimbo stick I had to go all the way downand hold thereas long as I could after every inhale from the bimbo stick.  By this time I am tearing and and finding it hard to breathe but must keep going. Thae third bimbo stickI could feel the thrusts from her hips as I contimued to go deep after every inhale.  Somewhere about hafe way through the third bimbo stick I feltmy Mistress explode down my throat.  At which I also had a tremendous orgasm of my ownmaking me fall back on my heels gasping for air.  It was very hot. I am looking forward to actually doing this for real for my Mistress.

She then had me drinking some water while I recovered for the next part of our session.  Which was going to be the pain part of my session..  It was different this week we don't normally two two separate things like this.  I really enjoyed thisMistress had me get out the two types of push pins. One is smaller head and thinner shaft while the other is wider shaftand shorted but a larger head.  She choose the narrower ones.      I had to begin by placing a pin in the top of my A's that were on my breasts which are hers.Next the lower outside of both A's. Continueing with the lower inside of both A's.  Next came the cross members of the A's. Now my A's were outlined with push pins  The idea for this came from a movie where the Mistress used push pins to make her intials with te pins completely, not just the points.  I am wondering if Mistress will ever do that.  Next she had me smoke a bimbo stichk where whenever I inhaled I felt the pins get very hot building with every inhale.till I was done with that bimbo stick.. She had me twisting the pins and flicking them.  Then finally she had me slapping my breasts driving the pins all the way in.Then she had me flick them again .  After with Mistress told me to twist each pin before I pulled them out one at a time.

This session was very hot.  But I fear since that I am posting so late Mistress is not going to be happy with me.I never forget to post just have a hard time doing it on time.Something tells me that I am not going to like next session.I'm worried that she may do something like the banana torture to me where I will not know how long it will last. I will have to suffer with cramps till I am able to expell it.  Only time will tell or she may decide not to train me anymore.  I hope that is not the case I know she likes to have sessions with me.  Any way till next week.

July 19th

Well I am a day late so I am in the dog house again. The heat here has been a problem  playing with Mistress.  It takes so much out of me.  We did have a short session where Mistress gave me a taste of what she wants to do to me next time.Like always she loves to watch me smoke she has been training and grooming me the way she likes for me to smoke. She loves to use it to aide my training.Then she gave me suggestions that made it seem real but she stuck push pins in my boobies on the points of my A's.  The top and the bottom legs of the A's so there where three pins in each.  Then she made me feel her twisting the pins. and slaping them.  Then tracing the A's.  Then the next day I was to wear my rope bra to work. That always is interesting day at work since it lifts them and makes stick out. I look forward to my session with Mistress and the push pins. But I never really know what we are going to do Mistress always keeps me guessing.  It all depends on what inspires her. It is exciting but hard to plan for.

July 11th

Well this week has been pretty quite.  I have been very tired because of work and have not been able to hook up with Mistress.  That does not mean I have not been doing nothing.  I have been alternating my high heel training and my butt plug training every other night. I did talk to Mistress one time but ever so briefly.  We had a bimbo stick together and had me show her I was wearing her A's. I was so happy that she tested me and I was wearing them when asked especially when she said show me.  Anyway it has been slow and very hot here but I hope to talk to Mistress soon.  She was going to see some soccer yesterday or today and hope she had lots of fun.  Nighty night to this week.

July 7th

Well Mistress will probably not be happy with me since I did noy post on time and did not ask for an extension.  I was very busy with the holiday and getting ready for a trip to the mountains to get away from the heat. So I am posting now.  It has been a very slow week with me and Mistress.  Both of us been very tired from the above normal temps which just zap the energy out of you.  Though there was one night I wanted to play Mistress was really not in the mood because of the heat.  Hopefully this next week will be better.  The heat here was so bad we did not even go to watch any fireworks.  We did however hear them going off in the neighborhood and it was driving the cats and dog crazy.  Had to make it a early night with working the next day and then having to drive to the mountains the next day.  I hope she is not to mad or disappointted.

June 28th

Well it is a new week and I did get to have fun with Mistress even if it was short time. I wanted to surprise her with something she loved on fetlife, which was a rope corset.  I tied  myself into a rope corset and made it quite tight. She was trilled with it and before I knew it I could not remember how to remove it.  But for some reason I was able to remove it when I arrived home from work.  It was quite hot today and the corset made it even hotter in several ways. The confinement of the corset reminded myself just how much Mistress really owns and controls me. But wondering all the time what she really has planned for me.

Then this morning while at work I was talking with another Domme who would like to play with me and Mistress trusts this person so I trust her.  She has given her the green light to play with me.  It will be interesting if they end up working together or independently.  Well that is all I really have to talk about this week It will be interesting what will happen in the weeks to come.

June 20th

I really don't have much to talk about except to hope Mistress will still be my Mistress and owner.  I hope and beg that I have not pissed her off so much that she is going to release me. 

I was asked by a friend why I giggle so much and I really don't have an answe for her except that I have been doing for as long as I can remember.

Coffee for fun last night since it was No Panty Wednesday.  But I did not flash anyone when I was leaving this week.  I a very short dress to coffee though.  Talked and hugged alot of people.

Well I hope to hear from Mistress soon. I really want to play with her.Anyway who knows what will happen except her.

June 19th

Well I have done it again and find myself in the dog house. I did not post on time again.  Thean asked Mistress for an extension and got sick and past that dead line.  I have publicly apologized to her on Fetlife. I hve no idea if she we accept it as of yet.

Well last week we played and Mistress had me drawning on myself again.  I drew her A's on my chest along with some flowers and kitty kats.  Then there was the word BIMBO in big letters across the top of my chest. When Mistress  brought me out of trance I had not realize there was more because that is all I saw.  Then I teased Mistress by bouncing my boobs on cam and dragging a bimbo stick across them.  So she had me light up again. WE smoked together and it was to be the last but as the brat is meacted up I again started to drag another bimbo stick across my chest tracing the A's and flowers.  She again ordered me to light up.  While smoking this one she had me roll the cherry across the nipple. Then as we were almost done she had me touch my clit with it and it made me jump.  She then proceeded to tell be careful what you wish for.  Anyway the brat in me was to fiesty and did it again tracing my A's.  So she told me to light up again and this time I was to hold just above the nipple without touching then when told to slowly dab the nipple.  Then she had me take a couple of drags and we did the same thing to the other nipple.  Then when I was almost done again she had me dab it twice on my clit.  However she was not through and had me light up another and this time I had to dab the top of each A.  Then later after a couple drags she had me roll the cherry slowly across one niplle then a drag and then across the other nipple slowly.  Well they are almost healed. 

I hope Mistress will forgive me.she seamed extremely mad at me as well as very disappointted with me and I can understand that.  There have to be rules and I get it.  But I did not do it to piss her off I had alot off other things on my mind with my son getting married.  I know I should have asked for and extension or be excused for this week and I did not.  She did however give me an extension and I got sick on Sunday and was still recovering the Monday and Tuesday with work being over 100 degrees and welding I ate and went to bed. Today is the first day that I have felt good since the wedding.  I loved several things Mistressed loved on Fetlife and was hoping to get her attention.  But did not susceed.  I hope she will read this ans hopefully understand.  I really much rather play then be begging to get back in her good graces. I also  must post again tomorrow.

June 6th

Well this week I was surprised when Mistress wanted to play.  I was not expecting it at all. Mistress was in one of her sadistic moods which is always fun. We began just having a bimbo stick when the next thing I remember is waking up out of trance with five needles in each breats going up from the areola one inch apart
with the needles pointed inward. laced up with purple ribbon like a corset.She then had me run my nails up and down the ribbon and also the needles themselves. It was quite hot and I was flying in subspace. We had a few bimbo sticks and then she had me remove everything. and clean up. She also left me with a little treat that made all my bimbo sticks a little better through out the day. Then on No Panty Wednesday she had me wearing my rope bra all day.  Wearing the rope bra is not to bad. It does however make me think of Mistress the whole time it is on.  But that evening while getting ready I did not even realize but I but my Kitty kat makeup on as well. Whiskers and a nose along with kat eyes.It was quite fun. Well anyway I have know idea what to expect in the futuresince I have a new task of finding and buying a jeweled butt plug. I think Mistress likes the idea of me not knowing what is coming next.

May 30th

Well to say Tuesday night was not intense would be an under statement.  It started with me buzzing Mistress and that was a no no.  But I was trying to get her attention.  Any how I remember waking up and feeling pretty good and smoking a bimbo stick and was quite horny but Mistress has me feeling that way most of the time now.  Then she started to get me so aroused.  She had me giggling and playing with myself because I was so turned on.  She must have made me cumm three or four times I could not keep track.  Then she sent me to bed.

In the morning when I was getting ready for work I for some reason put my spiked bra on.  Once on for the life of me could not remember how to remove it.  So off to work I went then Mistress text me to jiggle my boobs and to squeeze them.  I must say that was not the best feeling but since I am a pain slut I quickly was enjoying it.  Mistress did that a couple more times that morning then she signed off. The whole time i was at work I could not remember how to remove it Every time I thought about removing it I would giggle.

Well my boobs were getting rather sore from laying on the thumb tacks all day.It was getting rather unbearable  but then I thought I am doing this for Mistressand she desrves a sub who will honor her by enduring and not complaining.  I then began to convert the pain to pleasure.

After I got home I realized I could remove it to shower.  However I found the same desire to slip it back on for coffee.  Now the feeling was more intense.  However at coffee I found myself giving everyone long big hugs that were tight chest to chest. Mistress everynow or then would have ne shake my boobor have someone squeeze them.Then as I was leaving coffee i flashed my asse to every one.  When I arrived home I finnally remembered to remove my bra. They really did not leave marks just werevery red when I removed it but now nothing.  However there are several spots that are very tender Mistress.

I really can not wait till Mistress is inspired again it makes for a great time.

May 23rd

Well I know it has been awhile since I posted last but have been busy.  Last night Mistress hypnotized me into craving her cock, but since wedon't live near each other I started out using a dildoe but as I went on it became clear in my head it was the rea thing pulsing and throbbing.  Mistress wanted a smokey blow job.There was one time she ordered me to take a long deep drag and then suck all the way into throat for 19nsecinds beforth allowed air.It was rather enjoyable especially when I was allowed to cum and several yimes.

Later Mistress had me wear my rope bra to work and then to coffee.  Since it was No Panty Wednesday I was naked under my dress except for the rope bra.  Since it was windy at coffee and very short skirt it was rather interesting.  I was constantly exposing myself. I can not wait to scene with Mistress again,  we havenot had a good pain or enema session.  She likes to do the banana torture.  I must say it is rather interesting and it pleases Mistress.  Well till next week or sooner.

May 9th

Well this week has been fun. On Saturday I went to a fetish event like a market/classes. I was able to dress nice.  Wore a rope bra, with a very short skirt and black tape over my nnipples but had a hard time getting it to stay.  I also had no panties on and 5 inch heels.  It was quite exciting.  Also found a local corset maker who will do custom corsets.  Need to make an appointment to get sized.

Then I had a fun session with Mistress where she has my right hand hypnotize me.  It is quite unique I must say.But what I really liked is Mistress can now tape our sessions.  This very much excites me but also scares me.  She has so much power over me that now instead of just having me post pics. she could be having me post video.  We played a long time but I lost track of time the time I remember is alot shorter that the total time we played..  She must have had me under for quite a bit.  Then at Coffee she had me jiggling my breast and at the end flash my asse to everyone.  Well I can't wait to play with Mistress soon It is so much fun

May 2nd.

Well this week has been quite fun for me. I have played with mistress several times this week in several ways.  She told me that I have been such a good girl and deserved to be played with.  Since I have been keeping my blog up each week without a reminder and not late.

The first time we played we really did not play but talked but she must have given me a suggestion because now I dream about her almost every night whether I really remember it or not.  It seems to keep me more faithful since I dream about her so much.  She truly owns me.  I am not sure if it is a good thin that she has such power over me.  I find that I can not refuse her at all.  No matter how far she takes me.

Example was are next play session where she had me draw a Kitty Kat face with black Sharpie. I had whiskers, a black triangle nose and a black upper lip.It turns out I had it the whole session and just did not know it.  She then was having me stuff marshmallows up my sissy pussy.  I ended up with over a half dozen of them up there. Then all day on no pantie Wednesday every time I had a bimbo stick I would get so horny. That evening she made me wear my spiked bra to coffee. Which in of itself really is not to bad. a bit uncomfortable but at coffee I received several hugs from people.  They had no idea about it.

Now this morning she was hypno tickling me.  There was no getting away. It was giving me goosebumps all over my body and giving me quite alot of pleasure in my nipples.  There was no way to get away.  She had me so squirming around. She would love to tie me up in person and tickle me.  Anyway that is it for this week I hope it continues.  It has been so much fun.  I just get a little scared because I have no idea where she going to take me.

April 24th

Been a pretty uneventful week until yesterday when I went to go have my nails done.  Mistress wanted me to wear a rope bra with a sheer top so that the rope bra was visible. The girls doing my nails never made any comments but I did receive a number of strange looks walking in to Walmart and out where the nail salon was.  I must say it was rather exciting watching the reaction of others that were watching me.

I was to have a session with Mistress that night but when I went to lay down to take a nap till about one am to have my session with Mistress.  I however over slept and woke up at three am an Mistress had already signed off and went to sleep.  Then I could not reach Mistress all day even when she made post to Fetlife she never signed on to our I'm site that we talk on.I thought for sure she was mad at me.  But it turns out that she was not I believe.  She finally made contact while I was at coffee.  There she made me tell three people about No Panty Wednesday.  When I did i ended up having an orgasm over it wow. Then she had me Jiggle my tits and sing the jiggly song for 30 seconds an it turns out it was right before I left for home and received some of the best hugs in awhile.  Mistress then told me she may or may not play it all depends on how she feels.  Well it turns out she had a migraine headache and stomach cramps.  So we did not play we did however did some talking.  I asked if she wanted me to use some marshmallows and she did not want me to unless she could watch.  She then told me to put my Karada harness on and insert my butt plug to sleep in.  Well I am writing this while in it.

I hope Mistress is feeling better tomorrow.  She has me very confused yesterday I was to have bananas and marshmallows ready then tonight she was asking about the round headed pins I saw used in a video to form the Mistress's initial.She was asking about the length so as not to pierce my implants, because she plans to have me use them to form her A's on my breasts. I have no idea what she is planning.  I think she likes to keep me guessing.

Well Mistress I hope will be happy again that I have posted again on time and without being told.  I truly want to please her.  I hope she understands that.  I'm so excited on the jounary she is taking me.

April 18th

eek has been okay.  Have not had a play session this week with Mistress.  But I did have a conversation with Mistress this morning on what I was to wear to coffee Mistress.  I was to wear sexy heels and black and white stripe thigh high hose.  A very short skirt which just covered my ass.  And since it was no panty wedesday when I sat down my bare ass was on the chair and it was quite cool tonight.  I wore a tight black cami top top with two guns across the boobs.  Then for makeup I was to wear a pale foundation smokey eyes and red lip stick.  I also wore a pink butterfly in my hair.  Then on the way to coffee I stopped and bought a red lollipop to suck on while at coffee.  I received several compliments on both the hair and my stockings.  They thought it was sexy.  This new guy could not staring at my chest since the one side kept inching it way down all night.  We then left to get something to eat and went to subway.  There an Indian Woman in her sarong gay me a look of how dare you.  But the man inside helping us could never look me in the eyes for they never left my chest.  Well till next week.

April 11th

Well this week there is not alot to talk about.  I did not have a session with Mistress this week.  I was sick myself most of the week and she has been extremely busy with work.  She did Trance me and gave me a suggestion that when I went to buy my bimbo sticks before work.  I would want one as soon as I got in my car. As soon as I lit it up I began to play with myself.  I saw two people notice me.  The fisrt was a woman and she just shuck her head.  The second one was a man an he smiled and stared for a couple of drags, then walked away.  I then finished an orgasmed at the same time.  there was one big thing I did surprised Mistress with and that was to bleech my hair and color it blonde.  She told me a long time ago she wanted my hair to be blonde.  Well that really is it for this week need to get to sleep.

April 4th

Well I can say this week is memorable but not in a good way.  Since I was late posting last week Mistress has restricted from using the bathroom.I have to wear adult diapers and use them to relive myself.This will go till Midnight today.  I can't wait. It was not wearing the diapers that was bad but going in them.  I had a hard time going.  Seeing how I have been potty trained for several years  it was hard to overcome this. 

I did get to have a scene with Mistress this past evening it was quite hot even after I was made aware that it was all in my head through hypnosis.  I can't believe I was that far under with Mistress it seemed so real.  She made it up after watching a video that I had told her about.  She liked several parts of it.  If I could get Mistress to make it real now that would be amazing. I know she likes to use the hypnosis to train me and play with me.  I really enjoy camming with Mistress.  She then takes pics and then has me post them on my fetlife profile. 

Some times I think that I am to much of a pain slut and She really does not get off on that.  But I am owned by her and she knows best.  I have been wondering when she going to do the banana torture or the marshmallows.  or even the oil enema she seemed to like that since it kept me leaking for days since she did not allow me to follow with a soapy enema.  I had to wear pads for at least five days or longer to keep from making a mess.

The video we watched tonight was quite amazing .  It started out with the submissive having her dommes Initial above her pussy.  It started out drawn on an then it was then made with stick pins pushed in half way until the letter B was form.  Then she began caning the inner thigh and also using a riding crop on them also.  Then she began to hit the push pins and driving them in further oh so hot.  Then she began to use a wooden spoon and then moved up to her titties.  After a while She then placed nipple clamps her nipples and yanked on them.  Then she lit cigarette and began playing marking games on her breasts  Then she moved back down on her crotch an sewed her lips down yo the insides of her legs.  It was hot then she began to use the cigarette again.on her pussy lips and the cease where panties will ride. Later the video the sub is on her stomach and Begin to play with ass with the cane and then begins to use the cigarettes again you can hear her burning the hair off with the cigarette.  Then she begins to make hard marks with the cigarette up the sides of her ass cheeks in the crease.  Then she makes two really dark marks one on each side a little further out.  Then she began to put more marks right in the crease making sure to get all the hair out of there.  Then finally she takes the cigarette and sticks it up her ass to put it out.  Extremely how scene as well as very intense.

 I hope this pleases Mistress and encourages her to do some real things in the future again.

March 31st

Well Mistress is going to be mad with me this week.  I did not post to my blog on time again.  I am not sure how mad she is for I have not heard from her in several days.  I really don't know if that is good or not.  I hope to talk to her tonight if possible.

Have really not had any sessions with Mistress this week.  She did have me sleep with my butt plug every night as part on my training.  Tuesday night I was instructed to sleep in my karanda harness also.  Then Wednesday night I was to wear my spiked bra to coffee and get as many hugs as I could which is not hard for me .  I received hugs welcoming people and then received even more before I left.  It was quite the reminder of Mistress.  Especially with those who gave me big strong tight hugs which drove the spikes in.

I have seen Mistress has another new slave that she is also having them write her A's on their breasts and also started them blogging.  I need to get into contact with Mistress some how.

March @1st

Tonight I had the most amazing  session with Mistress.  She never put me in trance.  She truly owns Me.  She started out telling me to put my spiked bra on.  Then she told me to Get all cute with pigtails and makeup.  then Hose and heels and I put on lacy panties.  Then she began to torture me by slapping my breasts where the spikes were.  Then she made me give a smokey blow job to my dildo.  I kept going down on till I completely deep throated it.  She had me keep going till it cummed iy my mouth and in truly felt like it, since deep throating it I was keeping down till I began to gagged which made it feel like it came in my mouth.

Then she degan to torture me again by making me slapping my breasts with the spikes.  Then I had to make the connection.  then she told me to light a bimbo stick and rub my bra pressing the spikes was very intense after all the slapping.  Every time I made the connection forced the spikes in and was very intense .  Then i was slapping them and Tracing my A's and making the connection.

She made the pain and the pleasure mixed so much it was incredible.  I was continuously Giggling the whole time I was hoping I was not making Mistress mad bye it.  She seamed to enjoy it though.  I was not sure how long she was going to go.

Eventually she had me peel the bra off and move the camera so she could get a good view.  I was thinking I was going to be posting  to fetlife again But htat did not happen.  I was both glad and sad at the same time.  She keeps expanding my boundaries and it is quite exciting.

March 14th

Well this week was an ok week.  Mistress was already telling me that I need to post so that I am not late this week.  Although I was very seriously thinking of not being on time to find out what the new punishment would be for not posting on time.  She would not tell me at all.  Just that it would last a week and involve my asse.  That has been driving me nuts when she tells me bits of it but not the whole thing.  But I have decided to play it safe and do my post.

Mistress this week has told me that I am to sleep with my butt plug in every night now.That was the big thing this week.Though I do like it so it really it not to hard to do it.  In fact you could say it is very enjoyable and get easier every day that I do it.

Mistress and I did have a play session this week and it was really all about her.  She really like dollification.  I became her doll.  In fact it turned out that she had me draw joints all over my body like a real doll.  Ankles knees hips shoulder elbows wrists and finally neck.  This was all done with a black sharpie.  It was quite hard to hide so that my friends did not see it at coffee.  It would have been hard to explain two weeks in a row abnormal behavior from me.  I know Mistress had fun with me at this because she had me post a whole bunch of new pictures on my fet life profile.

I also tried to get Mistress to play last night but she would not have any of it.  I was I little bummed but I completely understand.  Any way that is it for this week.

March 9th

Well Mistress has taken my pillows away again but I can't blame her for it.  It is my own fault since I did not post on time you would think I would learn by now.  But no I have not.  Anyway had some fun this past week.  She has had me sleep several nights with my butt plug in.  It has been getting easier until she stops me then it takes a day or two to catch up again.  I am excited about this training just wish she would have me do it everynight so that I can work on moving up in size.  I would love to be able to take much larger items like you see in some of the clips people post on fetlife.  That would be so hot. 

The next thing Mistress did is she gave me a suggestion that everytime I smoked a bimbo stick at work on Wednesday that I would get hornier and hornier. It was great, but at the time I did not know why I was getting this way except that it had to be Mistresses doing.  I had no idea what it was building to until 12:03 while at work I had the best orgasm and it lasted for a full minute.  Just wave after wave of orgasmic energy flooding over me. Until it finished then I was able to remember it all.  But the fun did not stop there.

That evening when I went to meet my friends for coffee I found myself in Kitty kat makeup.  Which would not have been out of place at halloween or masked party.  But this was a public coffee shop.  Then when ever anyone pointed it out I would purrr and then giggle.  Which is totally out of character for me with my friends.  Don't get me wrong i throughly enjoyed it but was not expecting to happen in front of my friends.

I have to say I must be careful what I say to Mistress because she likes to twist things and gets great enjoyment out of it.  I also must be careful of the pictures I love on fetlife for she likes to make them come true if they really turn her on.  I just hope Mistress is not to mad with me by writing this two days late.  She does like to do that sometimes.  I know she has not given me an enema in a while.  The last time she gave me one we tried to do the banana punishment which did not work well because they were to ripe.  Another time she gave me an oil enema and it leaked for days aferwards.  She thought that was great I can't say I agree I had to wears pads to keep soaking it up.

Maybe it will be something else she has like forcing me to draw on myself while under trance.  Then makes me post them on fetlife in my profile.  I guess I will just have to wait and see.

March 1st

Well I am posting a day late because I was not feeling well. I am hoping Mistress forgives me this since I was not feeling well.

I was begining to feel Mistress was angry with me, it seemed like she was a avoiding me. Then I finally was able to talk with her and she made me wear my butt plug all night.  Along with that we had a scene where she once again had me piercing myself with needles.  She made me pierce both breasts in the shape of the A's she is always making me wear as a reminder that they belong to her.  Also that I am her property.

She then made me post them to Fetlife while I was hypnotized so that I could not say no or realize what I had done.It was quite a turn on that she has that much power over me.

I sort of planted Ideas of cat makeup to her but hope she really did not pick up on it.  It would be very hard to explain to everyone.

She has me constantly wondering what will happen next.  She keeps expanding my borders that I have no idea what to expect next.  It quite scares me at times especially when she will not give me any hints of what is to come next.  If only she would give me little tidbits I may not be so scared.

Well til next week who knows what will come.

Feb. 28th

Well not a lot talk about this week.  I have wanted a session with Mistress but I have been so busy with school this week.She has given me a few suggestions though and they have been quite fun. The one day she had be have a bubbly bimbo brain when I smoked my bimbo sticks.  It was quite fun.

The next suggestion was to wear my rope bra to my school project fair under my dress.It was quite confining and a turn on.  I could not seem to be able remove it till the next day.

But now that school is out I am really hoping that I will get to have a session with Mistress soon.  I really enjoy Mistress controlling my mind and having fun with me.  Well till next week.

Feb 14th

Well I am Doing my weekly post.  I think Mistress is mad at me not sure if she is or not.  Tonight I tried contacting her and she refused my pictures I wanted to share with her. Then she signed off yahoo messenger.  I knew she was on Skype and tried to connect there and she signed off there also.  I even went to hypno-fetish and she was not there. Now she actually may doing something work related.

Well I have been obcessing over this whole kitty cat thing.  But was really hoping to talk with Mistress.  I guess I will just have to wait.I also was hoping for a session soon  with Mistress.  She has me comimg and going now as far as what me may do in a session.  I willing continue my training and see where it takes me.

Feb. 11th

Well I have a number of things to talk about this week.  It started week ago Thursday with a session with Mistress.  It started out innocent enough.  I really did not think we were going to play.  Although she did have me acquire a number of things to give me a banana punishment but decided on something totally different.  She decided it was doodle time.  She had me doodle all over my breasts with colored sharpie markers.  She had me start out with her A's then BIMBO across the top.  I made a star around one nipple and a heart around the other.  Then a penis with balls between my breasts. wrote cocks with arrows up to my mouth and down to my sissy cunt.  Then I was to draw a cat nose with whiskers and I drew it above my left breast. Which turned out to be the wrong place Mistress actually wanted to use the black sharpie and draw them on my face.  Which would not have been bad if the morning would have been Saturday or was off. I was going to have to go to work with a cat nose and whiskers to work. Lucky for me I was able to wash them enough to fade them and cover them with makeup. I was very lucky I would have hated to explain that to them at work.  Mistress then had me take pictures of my breasts and use it as my new profile picture.

Then on Tuesday I asked Mistress If I could have a bimbo stick with her on Cam.  I also asked her if I could give myself a small enema to help get me unconstipated.  She kept telling me to wait she had a couple of things to do.  The next thing I know I am having a bimbo stick in front of two others Mistress just invited to watch me.  Mistress was having me play with my breasts and flirting with everyone. Then She decided to give me an enema with them all watching me.  It was quite humiliating to say the least but also very exciting Mistress was having me do all of this. in front of others.  Mistress also gave me a job to make sure I have Marshmallows and bananas on hand at all times.  Sounds exciting .  Mistress really keeps me on my toes.

Jan. 31th

Well this was a wild week.  Mistress had me craving sex so much Thursday night.  She was getting me all wound up for SWL.The only thing I could think about was sex.  It did not matter cock, pussy, both  or just fucked it the ass.  When I smoked I would get even hornier.  But at SWL I was unable to hook up with anyone.  I was really disappointed.  But I did get a number of compliments on my Cape/robe.  I also received alot more looks from men.  But I ended SWL getting sick.  Sunday and Monday, sucked but I got over it.

I talked with Mistress alot this week but we never really had a scene but I was horny the one night and asked if I could use my butt plug.  She told me it really is not a butt plug but yes I could use it while I smoked a cigarette.  It felt good and then asked if I could use my large dildo which i call black mambo.  She then told me I could and I may have forgotten how big it was.  It took a bit of lube and relaxing but it went in.  Though I have felt it for a few days.  Mistress also said I would begin some anal training.  We talked about a number of things.  Then she mentioned enemas.  We talked a little about that. Then she told me I might be going to work in a diaper.Since it was my short day.  But I will see tonight later what she has in store for me exactly.  I hope it will be fun.

Till next week.

January 25th

Well this has been and interesting week.  Really did not have a session with Mistress but had some interesting conversations with her.

We  discussed me begining to do some anal training with a set of butt plugs which I need to pick up soon.  It is a beginners set. She has told me that I will have to wear them for extended periods of time like to coffee, out shopping, and to work. I am looking forward to begin the training.

Then today we were talking about astrology and how they fit us.  It was very interesting. 

Then we were talking about what I was going to wear to Southwest Leather.  Which I have decided to wear is Studded black bra, white rope corset, black lacey mini skirt, white tights with bobby socks, and black heels.

Then Mistress had to ask why I had not posted on my blog.  I actually just had not done it yet.  I did not realize that it had to be posted by midnight.  Anyway Mistress gave me an extension but next time I will be in trouble.  Which I can't blame her for only myself.

Jan 10th

Well this week has been much better.  Over the weekend Mistress was having me wear a spiked bra.  What is a spiked bra you take about 30 thumb tacks and push them through a piece of duct tape. Then place in the bottom of the cups of your bra with the points sticking up and wear the bra.  It may not seam like much at the begining.  You will feel it I promise.  Well that first time I wore it starting about 9:30 in the morning till about 5:30 in the evening.  I could absolutely could not take it anymore.  I then talked to Mistress and she wants me to make a complete spiked bra so that it looks like a pokeadot bra.  So I will be getting a bra and glue the thumb tacks into it.  I have not started this yet.

I have had a session with Mistress this week and was told to have all sorts of things and had no idea what we were going to do.  She put me under and then proceeded to make me pierce the top of each breast with eight needles.  then I had to lace them together like a corset.  It began to pull them together.  I was done and then Mistress had started to make me flick the needles and twist them.  When I finished my cigarette she had me tighten the laces up more and I loved the pain caused by the needles being pulled and the look of the tie.  In fact Mistress made me take a picture and post it on my fetlife profile.  I did not realize I had done this until she brought me out of hypnosis.

It was quite a hot session.  Mistress really likes to see my breasts pierced I believe.  Though I seem to like it alot I was flying in subspace from the endorphins.  I hope she is pleased with me.

January 3rd

Well another week and it was kind of slow did get to talk to Mistress last night but was not able to hook up with her later, really wanted to.  Anyway I might have made Mistress mad at me since I was not willing to dress up all girly and sexy for last night.  I really did want to and did put my heels on like she asked and wore them all night.  I also am on a search of pics of something Mistress wants to do to me.  She wants me to pierce the tops or outside edge of my breasts and then tie them into a corset to pull them together.  We tried it once was not real successful and the pics came out blurry.  So I am searching for pics and see how they did it.

New Years eve was a bust since my girl friend was sick she tried to tell me to go anyway but I knew that would come back to haunt me.  Well hope next week will be more fun and exciting.