Well Mistress is going to be mad with me this week. I did not post to my blog on time again. I am not sure how mad she is for I have not heard from her in several days. I really don't know if that is good or not. I hope to talk to her tonight if possible.
Have really not had any sessions with Mistress this week. She did have me sleep with my butt plug every night as part on my training. Tuesday night I was instructed to sleep in my karanda harness also. Then Wednesday night I was to wear my spiked bra to coffee and get as many hugs as I could which is not hard for me . I received hugs welcoming people and then received even more before I left. It was quite the reminder of Mistress. Especially with those who gave me big strong tight hugs which drove the spikes in.
I have seen Mistress has another new slave that she is also having them write her A's on their breasts and also started them blogging. I need to get into contact with Mistress some how.
Diary of a bimbo in training through hypnosis
Sunday, March 31, 2013
Thursday, March 21, 2013
March @1st
Tonight I had the most amazing session with Mistress. She never put me in trance. She truly owns Me. She started out telling me to put my spiked bra on. Then she told me to Get all cute with pigtails and makeup. then Hose and heels and I put on lacy panties. Then she began to torture me by slapping my breasts where the spikes were. Then she made me give a smokey blow job to my dildo. I kept going down on till I completely deep throated it. She had me keep going till it cummed iy my mouth and in truly felt like it, since deep throating it I was keeping down till I began to gagged which made it feel like it came in my mouth.
Then she degan to torture me again by making me slapping my breasts with the spikes. Then I had to make the connection. then she told me to light a bimbo stick and rub my bra pressing the spikes was very intense after all the slapping. Every time I made the connection forced the spikes in and was very intense . Then i was slapping them and Tracing my A's and making the connection.
She made the pain and the pleasure mixed so much it was incredible. I was continuously Giggling the whole time I was hoping I was not making Mistress mad bye it. She seamed to enjoy it though. I was not sure how long she was going to go.
Eventually she had me peel the bra off and move the camera so she could get a good view. I was thinking I was going to be posting to fetlife again But htat did not happen. I was both glad and sad at the same time. She keeps expanding my boundaries and it is quite exciting.
Then she degan to torture me again by making me slapping my breasts with the spikes. Then I had to make the connection. then she told me to light a bimbo stick and rub my bra pressing the spikes was very intense after all the slapping. Every time I made the connection forced the spikes in and was very intense . Then i was slapping them and Tracing my A's and making the connection.
She made the pain and the pleasure mixed so much it was incredible. I was continuously Giggling the whole time I was hoping I was not making Mistress mad bye it. She seamed to enjoy it though. I was not sure how long she was going to go.
Eventually she had me peel the bra off and move the camera so she could get a good view. I was thinking I was going to be posting to fetlife again But htat did not happen. I was both glad and sad at the same time. She keeps expanding my boundaries and it is quite exciting.
Thursday, March 14, 2013
March 14th
Well this week was an ok week. Mistress was already telling me that I need to post so that I am not late this week. Although I was very seriously thinking of not being on time to find out what the new punishment would be for not posting on time. She would not tell me at all. Just that it would last a week and involve my asse. That has been driving me nuts when she tells me bits of it but not the whole thing. But I have decided to play it safe and do my post.
Mistress this week has told me that I am to sleep with my butt plug in every night now.That was the big thing this week.Though I do like it so it really it not to hard to do it. In fact you could say it is very enjoyable and get easier every day that I do it.
Mistress and I did have a play session this week and it was really all about her. She really like dollification. I became her doll. In fact it turned out that she had me draw joints all over my body like a real doll. Ankles knees hips shoulder elbows wrists and finally neck. This was all done with a black sharpie. It was quite hard to hide so that my friends did not see it at coffee. It would have been hard to explain two weeks in a row abnormal behavior from me. I know Mistress had fun with me at this because she had me post a whole bunch of new pictures on my fet life profile.
I also tried to get Mistress to play last night but she would not have any of it. I was I little bummed but I completely understand. Any way that is it for this week.
Mistress this week has told me that I am to sleep with my butt plug in every night now.That was the big thing this week.Though I do like it so it really it not to hard to do it. In fact you could say it is very enjoyable and get easier every day that I do it.
Mistress and I did have a play session this week and it was really all about her. She really like dollification. I became her doll. In fact it turned out that she had me draw joints all over my body like a real doll. Ankles knees hips shoulder elbows wrists and finally neck. This was all done with a black sharpie. It was quite hard to hide so that my friends did not see it at coffee. It would have been hard to explain two weeks in a row abnormal behavior from me. I know Mistress had fun with me at this because she had me post a whole bunch of new pictures on my fet life profile.
I also tried to get Mistress to play last night but she would not have any of it. I was I little bummed but I completely understand. Any way that is it for this week.
Saturday, March 9, 2013
March 9th
Well Mistress has taken my pillows away again but I can't blame her for it. It is my own fault since I did not post on time you would think I would learn by now. But no I have not. Anyway had some fun this past week. She has had me sleep several nights with my butt plug in. It has been getting easier until she stops me then it takes a day or two to catch up again. I am excited about this training just wish she would have me do it everynight so that I can work on moving up in size. I would love to be able to take much larger items like you see in some of the clips people post on fetlife. That would be so hot.
The next thing Mistress did is she gave me a suggestion that everytime I smoked a bimbo stick at work on Wednesday that I would get hornier and hornier. It was great, but at the time I did not know why I was getting this way except that it had to be Mistresses doing. I had no idea what it was building to until 12:03 while at work I had the best orgasm and it lasted for a full minute. Just wave after wave of orgasmic energy flooding over me. Until it finished then I was able to remember it all. But the fun did not stop there.
That evening when I went to meet my friends for coffee I found myself in Kitty kat makeup. Which would not have been out of place at halloween or masked party. But this was a public coffee shop. Then when ever anyone pointed it out I would purrr and then giggle. Which is totally out of character for me with my friends. Don't get me wrong i throughly enjoyed it but was not expecting to happen in front of my friends.
I have to say I must be careful what I say to Mistress because she likes to twist things and gets great enjoyment out of it. I also must be careful of the pictures I love on fetlife for she likes to make them come true if they really turn her on. I just hope Mistress is not to mad with me by writing this two days late. She does like to do that sometimes. I know she has not given me an enema in a while. The last time she gave me one we tried to do the banana punishment which did not work well because they were to ripe. Another time she gave me an oil enema and it leaked for days aferwards. She thought that was great I can't say I agree I had to wears pads to keep soaking it up.
Maybe it will be something else she has like forcing me to draw on myself while under trance. Then makes me post them on fetlife in my profile. I guess I will just have to wait and see.
The next thing Mistress did is she gave me a suggestion that everytime I smoked a bimbo stick at work on Wednesday that I would get hornier and hornier. It was great, but at the time I did not know why I was getting this way except that it had to be Mistresses doing. I had no idea what it was building to until 12:03 while at work I had the best orgasm and it lasted for a full minute. Just wave after wave of orgasmic energy flooding over me. Until it finished then I was able to remember it all. But the fun did not stop there.
That evening when I went to meet my friends for coffee I found myself in Kitty kat makeup. Which would not have been out of place at halloween or masked party. But this was a public coffee shop. Then when ever anyone pointed it out I would purrr and then giggle. Which is totally out of character for me with my friends. Don't get me wrong i throughly enjoyed it but was not expecting to happen in front of my friends.
I have to say I must be careful what I say to Mistress because she likes to twist things and gets great enjoyment out of it. I also must be careful of the pictures I love on fetlife for she likes to make them come true if they really turn her on. I just hope Mistress is not to mad with me by writing this two days late. She does like to do that sometimes. I know she has not given me an enema in a while. The last time she gave me one we tried to do the banana punishment which did not work well because they were to ripe. Another time she gave me an oil enema and it leaked for days aferwards. She thought that was great I can't say I agree I had to wears pads to keep soaking it up.
Maybe it will be something else she has like forcing me to draw on myself while under trance. Then makes me post them on fetlife in my profile. I guess I will just have to wait and see.
Friday, March 1, 2013
March 1st
Well I am posting a day late because I was not feeling well. I am hoping Mistress forgives me this since I was not feeling well.
I was begining to feel Mistress was angry with me, it seemed like she was a avoiding me. Then I finally was able to talk with her and she made me wear my butt plug all night. Along with that we had a scene where she once again had me piercing myself with needles. She made me pierce both breasts in the shape of the A's she is always making me wear as a reminder that they belong to her. Also that I am her property.
She then made me post them to Fetlife while I was hypnotized so that I could not say no or realize what I had done.It was quite a turn on that she has that much power over me.
I sort of planted Ideas of cat makeup to her but hope she really did not pick up on it. It would be very hard to explain to everyone.
She has me constantly wondering what will happen next. She keeps expanding my borders that I have no idea what to expect next. It quite scares me at times especially when she will not give me any hints of what is to come next. If only she would give me little tidbits I may not be so scared.
Well til next week who knows what will come.
I was begining to feel Mistress was angry with me, it seemed like she was a avoiding me. Then I finally was able to talk with her and she made me wear my butt plug all night. Along with that we had a scene where she once again had me piercing myself with needles. She made me pierce both breasts in the shape of the A's she is always making me wear as a reminder that they belong to her. Also that I am her property.
She then made me post them to Fetlife while I was hypnotized so that I could not say no or realize what I had done.It was quite a turn on that she has that much power over me.
I sort of planted Ideas of cat makeup to her but hope she really did not pick up on it. It would be very hard to explain to everyone.
She has me constantly wondering what will happen next. She keeps expanding my borders that I have no idea what to expect next. It quite scares me at times especially when she will not give me any hints of what is to come next. If only she would give me little tidbits I may not be so scared.
Well til next week who knows what will come.
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