April 24th

Been a pretty uneventful week until yesterday when I went to go have my nails done.  Mistress wanted me to wear a rope bra with a sheer top so that the rope bra was visible. The girls doing my nails never made any comments but I did receive a number of strange looks walking in to Walmart and out where the nail salon was.  I must say it was rather exciting watching the reaction of others that were watching me.

I was to have a session with Mistress that night but when I went to lay down to take a nap till about one am to have my session with Mistress.  I however over slept and woke up at three am an Mistress had already signed off and went to sleep.  Then I could not reach Mistress all day even when she made post to Fetlife she never signed on to our I'm site that we talk on.I thought for sure she was mad at me.  But it turns out that she was not I believe.  She finally made contact while I was at coffee.  There she made me tell three people about No Panty Wednesday.  When I did i ended up having an orgasm over it wow. Then she had me Jiggle my tits and sing the jiggly song for 30 seconds an it turns out it was right before I left for home and received some of the best hugs in awhile.  Mistress then told me she may or may not play it all depends on how she feels.  Well it turns out she had a migraine headache and stomach cramps.  So we did not play we did however did some talking.  I asked if she wanted me to use some marshmallows and she did not want me to unless she could watch.  She then told me to put my Karada harness on and insert my butt plug to sleep in.  Well I am writing this while in it.

I hope Mistress is feeling better tomorrow.  She has me very confused yesterday I was to have bananas and marshmallows ready then tonight she was asking about the round headed pins I saw used in a video to form the Mistress's initial.She was asking about the length so as not to pierce my implants, because she plans to have me use them to form her A's on my breasts. I have no idea what she is planning.  I think she likes to keep me guessing.

Well Mistress I hope will be happy again that I have posted again on time and without being told.  I truly want to please her.  I hope she understands that.  I'm so excited on the jounary she is taking me.

April 18th

eek has been okay.  Have not had a play session this week with Mistress.  But I did have a conversation with Mistress this morning on what I was to wear to coffee Mistress.  I was to wear sexy heels and black and white stripe thigh high hose.  A very short skirt which just covered my ass.  And since it was no panty wedesday when I sat down my bare ass was on the chair and it was quite cool tonight.  I wore a tight black cami top top with two guns across the boobs.  Then for makeup I was to wear a pale foundation smokey eyes and red lip stick.  I also wore a pink butterfly in my hair.  Then on the way to coffee I stopped and bought a red lollipop to suck on while at coffee.  I received several compliments on both the hair and my stockings.  They thought it was sexy.  This new guy could not staring at my chest since the one side kept inching it way down all night.  We then left to get something to eat and went to subway.  There an Indian Woman in her sarong gay me a look of how dare you.  But the man inside helping us could never look me in the eyes for they never left my chest.  Well till next week.

April 11th

Well this week there is not alot to talk about.  I did not have a session with Mistress this week.  I was sick myself most of the week and she has been extremely busy with work.  She did Trance me and gave me a suggestion that when I went to buy my bimbo sticks before work.  I would want one as soon as I got in my car. As soon as I lit it up I began to play with myself.  I saw two people notice me.  The fisrt was a woman and she just shuck her head.  The second one was a man an he smiled and stared for a couple of drags, then walked away.  I then finished an orgasmed at the same time.  there was one big thing I did surprised Mistress with and that was to bleech my hair and color it blonde.  She told me a long time ago she wanted my hair to be blonde.  Well that really is it for this week need to get to sleep.

April 4th

Well I can say this week is memorable but not in a good way.  Since I was late posting last week Mistress has restricted from using the bathroom.I have to wear adult diapers and use them to relive myself.This will go till Midnight today.  I can't wait. It was not wearing the diapers that was bad but going in them.  I had a hard time going.  Seeing how I have been potty trained for several years  it was hard to overcome this. 

I did get to have a scene with Mistress this past evening it was quite hot even after I was made aware that it was all in my head through hypnosis.  I can't believe I was that far under with Mistress it seemed so real.  She made it up after watching a video that I had told her about.  She liked several parts of it.  If I could get Mistress to make it real now that would be amazing. I know she likes to use the hypnosis to train me and play with me.  I really enjoy camming with Mistress.  She then takes pics and then has me post them on my fetlife profile. 

Some times I think that I am to much of a pain slut and She really does not get off on that.  But I am owned by her and she knows best.  I have been wondering when she going to do the banana torture or the marshmallows.  or even the oil enema she seemed to like that since it kept me leaking for days since she did not allow me to follow with a soapy enema.  I had to wear pads for at least five days or longer to keep from making a mess.

The video we watched tonight was quite amazing .  It started out with the submissive having her dommes Initial above her pussy.  It started out drawn on an then it was then made with stick pins pushed in half way until the letter B was form.  Then she began caning the inner thigh and also using a riding crop on them also.  Then she began to hit the push pins and driving them in further oh so hot.  Then she began to use a wooden spoon and then moved up to her titties.  After a while She then placed nipple clamps her nipples and yanked on them.  Then she lit cigarette and began playing marking games on her breasts  Then she moved back down on her crotch an sewed her lips down yo the insides of her legs.  It was hot then she began to use the cigarette again.on her pussy lips and the cease where panties will ride. Later the video the sub is on her stomach and Begin to play with ass with the cane and then begins to use the cigarettes again you can hear her burning the hair off with the cigarette.  Then she begins to make hard marks with the cigarette up the sides of her ass cheeks in the crease.  Then she makes two really dark marks one on each side a little further out.  Then she began to put more marks right in the crease making sure to get all the hair out of there.  Then finally she takes the cigarette and sticks it up her ass to put it out.  Extremely how scene as well as very intense.

 I hope this pleases Mistress and encourages her to do some real things in the future again.