Friday, June 28, 2013

June 28th

Well it is a new week and I did get to have fun with Mistress even if it was short time. I wanted to surprise her with something she loved on fetlife, which was a rope corset.  I tied  myself into a rope corset and made it quite tight. She was trilled with it and before I knew it I could not remember how to remove it.  But for some reason I was able to remove it when I arrived home from work.  It was quite hot today and the corset made it even hotter in several ways. The confinement of the corset reminded myself just how much Mistress really owns and controls me. But wondering all the time what she really has planned for me.

Then this morning while at work I was talking with another Domme who would like to play with me and Mistress trusts this person so I trust her.  She has given her the green light to play with me.  It will be interesting if they end up working together or independently.  Well that is all I really have to talk about this week It will be interesting what will happen in the weeks to come.


Thursday, June 20, 2013

June 20th

I really don't have much to talk about except to hope Mistress will still be my Mistress and owner.  I hope and beg that I have not pissed her off so much that she is going to release me. 

I was asked by a friend why I giggle so much and I really don't have an answe for her except that I have been doing for as long as I can remember.

Coffee for fun last night since it was No Panty Wednesday.  But I did not flash anyone when I was leaving this week.  I a very short dress to coffee though.  Talked and hugged alot of people.

Well I hope to hear from Mistress soon. I really want to play with her.Anyway who knows what will happen except her.

June 19th

Well I have done it again and find myself in the dog house. I did not post on time again.  Thean asked Mistress for an extension and got sick and past that dead line.  I have publicly apologized to her on Fetlife. I hve no idea if she we accept it as of yet.

Well last week we played and Mistress had me drawning on myself again.  I drew her A's on my chest along with some flowers and kitty kats.  Then there was the word BIMBO in big letters across the top of my chest. When Mistress  brought me out of trance I had not realize there was more because that is all I saw.  Then I teased Mistress by bouncing my boobs on cam and dragging a bimbo stick across them.  So she had me light up again. WE smoked together and it was to be the last but as the brat is meacted up I again started to drag another bimbo stick across my chest tracing the A's and flowers.  She again ordered me to light up.  While smoking this one she had me roll the cherry across the nipple. Then as we were almost done she had me touch my clit with it and it made me jump.  She then proceeded to tell be careful what you wish for.  Anyway the brat in me was to fiesty and did it again tracing my A's.  So she told me to light up again and this time I was to hold just above the nipple without touching then when told to slowly dab the nipple.  Then she had me take a couple of drags and we did the same thing to the other nipple.  Then when I was almost done again she had me dab it twice on my clit.  However she was not through and had me light up another and this time I had to dab the top of each A.  Then later after a couple drags she had me roll the cherry slowly across one niplle then a drag and then across the other nipple slowly.  Well they are almost healed. 

I hope Mistress will forgive me.she seamed extremely mad at me as well as very disappointted with me and I can understand that.  There have to be rules and I get it.  But I did not do it to piss her off I had alot off other things on my mind with my son getting married.  I know I should have asked for and extension or be excused for this week and I did not.  She did however give me an extension and I got sick on Sunday and was still recovering the Monday and Tuesday with work being over 100 degrees and welding I ate and went to bed. Today is the first day that I have felt good since the wedding.  I loved several things Mistressed loved on Fetlife and was hoping to get her attention.  But did not susceed.  I hope she will read this ans hopefully understand.  I really much rather play then be begging to get back in her good graces. I also  must post again tomorrow.

Thursday, June 6, 2013

June 6th

Well this week I was surprised when Mistress wanted to play.  I was not expecting it at all. Mistress was in one of her sadistic moods which is always fun. We began just having a bimbo stick when the next thing I remember is waking up out of trance with five needles in each breats going up from the areola one inch apart
with the needles pointed inward. laced up with purple ribbon like a corset.She then had me run my nails up and down the ribbon and also the needles themselves. It was quite hot and I was flying in subspace. We had a few bimbo sticks and then she had me remove everything. and clean up. She also left me with a little treat that made all my bimbo sticks a little better through out the day. Then on No Panty Wednesday she had me wearing my rope bra all day.  Wearing the rope bra is not to bad. It does however make me think of Mistress the whole time it is on.  But that evening while getting ready I did not even realize but I but my Kitty kat makeup on as well. Whiskers and a nose along with kat eyes.It was quite fun. Well anyway I have know idea what to expect in the futuresince I have a new task of finding and buying a jeweled butt plug. I think Mistress likes the idea of me not knowing what is coming next.