Well this has been a busy week with Mistress. This is my second post for the week.It is starting with the second night of play. I was instructed to Make myself pretty. So I proceeded to put my hair into pigtails. I then put eye liner, mascra, lip stick and finally a dress. Mistress was very pleased with my appearance. She also told me to have candles and the weights. Well the next thing that I remember is I was waking up from trance. However waking up from trance normally I am allowed to remember details. It began with us playing with the weights. First however I had to remove my dress. I was to remove it and fold it up neatly. Then you ordered me to hang two 6 ounce weights off of both nipples using my piercings. Then came all the funof the previous night using all my triggers getting me to jiggle, wiggle, sway and bounce my boobies causing the wights to pull, yank and stretch my breasts.. We then began to use the candles first dripping wax on my breasts by tipping the candle wax ont my breasts. Next we took tea light candles and dripped wax and stuck them in place. Which looked hot while burning the problem wax could not see the wax the color was only on the surface. So next time I need to find candles where the color goes all the way through the candle so it is visible when melting and landing on my skin. The next problem was the tea lights had a metal plate for the wick which heated up quite a bit and caused two burns one on each breast. Mistress then had some more fun with the weights. By the time we were done my nipples were rock hard and constantly sore with pain. Then we began the clean up by removing the wax from my breasts. But I was not allowed to remove the weight. I was to go get a wash cloth and wipe down my skin where the wax was to help cool them. We then taked and smoked for a while until you said it was time to sleep, at which time I was able to remove the weights.
The next night I was hoping to play again to feel the weight of all the weights. But you denied me the opportunity. You told me I would just to have to dream about it. I was so disappointed. However on Friday you had me wear my tack bra to work. I could not remember How to remove it until I absolutely could not take it any more. Which ended up about 8 pm and my breasts were so sore from the tacks. Luckly the tacks are not to sharpe but they do leave an impression.
Well I can't wait to see what the following week has in store for me. Well till next week.
Diary of a bimbo in training through hypnosis
Sunday, September 29, 2013
Tuesday, September 24, 2013
September 24th
Well Mistress gave me a list of things I had to get for future sessions. They were fishing weights in 4-6oz.,, 2-3oz., votive candles in pink, red, and purple. I also was to get 16 needles along with pink and purple ribbon. I also was to get my hair colored a medium vibrant red.
Well I colored my hair on Friday and was able show Mistress it over the weekend. The next thing was the fishing weights and must have gone to at least 5 different sporting goods stores. I was finally able to find them at Pro Bass. The candles were another story. I was not able to find purple ones. I did however find pink and red ones. I also bought several white tea lights.
Now I did have a session with Mistress last night in which we used the the fishing weights. It began with just small talk and the next thing I know I am waking up from trance. The good thing is that I get to remember it. But before that started Mistress told me I had 13 minutes to get ready and I did not get ready in time and Mistress made me sit while she enjoyed a cigarette. Then told me that it was unacceptable and I should have as politely was some more time. We then had me stand and twirl around to show you what I had on. She thought it was cute. We then proceeded to talk and the next ting I am in trance.
Mistress first task for me was to tie ribbon to the weight. She then had me hang the three ounce weight to start with. They really were not that noticeable unless they were bouncing. No real pain or discomfort. But they did cause my nipples to get quite hard. She me placing my hands above my head and cause them to bounce. I was doing jiggles and other things like that to get the weights to bounce and sway. She then had me switch them for 6 ounce weights which doubled the amount and I could feel them from the get go. Mistress you had me place my arms above my head several times which actually are more sore than my nipples by far.
She then started using trigger to get me to jiggle my boobies. She was having a lot of fun with this. These weight were hanging from my nipples for at least an hour or so more. I could tell Mistress was having fun with it. During the session Mistress was taking pictures of me and had me post them to FetLife I did not even know this until she loved them and made a comment. Then this evening while waiting for Mistress to sign on I went on another site and saw she posted them there also. When we finally were done I asked if I could feel what it would be like to have all of them on and she told me not now.
Before she said good bye. She ordered me to were my rope bra to work and it was to be very snug. I could not help but be turned on all day.Especially when I had my bimbo stick. I can't wait till we do the candle session I was so hoping it would be tonight I even made sure to bring home plastic to cover the floor.
Well till next post.
Well I colored my hair on Friday and was able show Mistress it over the weekend. The next thing was the fishing weights and must have gone to at least 5 different sporting goods stores. I was finally able to find them at Pro Bass. The candles were another story. I was not able to find purple ones. I did however find pink and red ones. I also bought several white tea lights.
Now I did have a session with Mistress last night in which we used the the fishing weights. It began with just small talk and the next thing I know I am waking up from trance. The good thing is that I get to remember it. But before that started Mistress told me I had 13 minutes to get ready and I did not get ready in time and Mistress made me sit while she enjoyed a cigarette. Then told me that it was unacceptable and I should have as politely was some more time. We then had me stand and twirl around to show you what I had on. She thought it was cute. We then proceeded to talk and the next ting I am in trance.
Mistress first task for me was to tie ribbon to the weight. She then had me hang the three ounce weight to start with. They really were not that noticeable unless they were bouncing. No real pain or discomfort. But they did cause my nipples to get quite hard. She me placing my hands above my head and cause them to bounce. I was doing jiggles and other things like that to get the weights to bounce and sway. She then had me switch them for 6 ounce weights which doubled the amount and I could feel them from the get go. Mistress you had me place my arms above my head several times which actually are more sore than my nipples by far.
She then started using trigger to get me to jiggle my boobies. She was having a lot of fun with this. These weight were hanging from my nipples for at least an hour or so more. I could tell Mistress was having fun with it. During the session Mistress was taking pictures of me and had me post them to FetLife I did not even know this until she loved them and made a comment. Then this evening while waiting for Mistress to sign on I went on another site and saw she posted them there also. When we finally were done I asked if I could feel what it would be like to have all of them on and she told me not now.
Before she said good bye. She ordered me to were my rope bra to work and it was to be very snug. I could not help but be turned on all day.Especially when I had my bimbo stick. I can't wait till we do the candle session I was so hoping it would be tonight I even made sure to bring home plastic to cover the floor.
Well till next post.
Friday, September 20, 2013
September 20th
It is Sunday and Mistress is having me wear my Karanda to bed along with high heels. I was hoping to talk about my blog with her but as of yet no. Mistress Understood my blog and liked it but it was late and late is late. So I did not get any play time this week.
Tuesday I was able to talk with Mistress and she had me wear my rope corset to bed. Which is not bad put after sleeping in it it was hard to get up out of bed. The corset does not allow me to just sit up. Keeping everything in tight makes it a little more challenging. We did do some talking but mostly about pictures we both loved in Fetlife.
Well Wednesday went well except for the fact I was really tired. Since Wednesday are no pantie days I was not wearing any all day.
Thursday was coffee and Mistress remember that fact and was having me jiggle my boobies and when it was near the end had me flash my ass to everyone I was sitting near. Later in the evening I was able to talk with Mistress some more and she had me lace myself into my rope corset again. She then taught me to hold my vaporizer in a more lady like fashion. she then discussed with me some things I was to get for our next play session. I need to get some various fishing weights which I think sh plans to hang from my nipples using the barbells not sure though. I am also to get 16 more needles she has a need do do a lacing again. with both pink and purple ribbon. The final thing I am to get is candles. Which I find extremely hot and hope that is what we do. We also talked about a person that contacted me and was hoping to hear from me and was told to tell him that he needs to contact my Mistress. I also suggested that he could be a surrogate to train me to service a real cock instead of a dildo. The final thing was to post into my blog on time which I am doing now. I have to go get the hair color and candles. The fishing weights maybe more difficult not sure. She wants 6 oz. and 3 oz. weights which is not real common here I think could be wrong hope so. I also found a picture of a girl with her nipples tattooed into hearts. I thought it was hot so I showed them to Mistress and she agreed they were hot and thinks those should be my next Tattoo.
Well I have to run to hopefully get all the supplies. Hair dye, candles, needles, and weights.
Tuesday I was able to talk with Mistress and she had me wear my rope corset to bed. Which is not bad put after sleeping in it it was hard to get up out of bed. The corset does not allow me to just sit up. Keeping everything in tight makes it a little more challenging. We did do some talking but mostly about pictures we both loved in Fetlife.
Well Wednesday went well except for the fact I was really tired. Since Wednesday are no pantie days I was not wearing any all day.
Thursday was coffee and Mistress remember that fact and was having me jiggle my boobies and when it was near the end had me flash my ass to everyone I was sitting near. Later in the evening I was able to talk with Mistress some more and she had me lace myself into my rope corset again. She then taught me to hold my vaporizer in a more lady like fashion. she then discussed with me some things I was to get for our next play session. I need to get some various fishing weights which I think sh plans to hang from my nipples using the barbells not sure though. I am also to get 16 more needles she has a need do do a lacing again. with both pink and purple ribbon. The final thing I am to get is candles. Which I find extremely hot and hope that is what we do. We also talked about a person that contacted me and was hoping to hear from me and was told to tell him that he needs to contact my Mistress. I also suggested that he could be a surrogate to train me to service a real cock instead of a dildo. The final thing was to post into my blog on time which I am doing now. I have to go get the hair color and candles. The fishing weights maybe more difficult not sure. She wants 6 oz. and 3 oz. weights which is not real common here I think could be wrong hope so. I also found a picture of a girl with her nipples tattooed into hearts. I thought it was hot so I showed them to Mistress and she agreed they were hot and thinks those should be my next Tattoo.
Well I have to run to hopefully get all the supplies. Hair dye, candles, needles, and weights.
Saturday, September 14, 2013
September 14th
As usual Saturday the 14th continues to be my bad luck day. I once again failled to post on time and must endure a week with no play. I can't blame no one but myself. I was actually having a good week. Mistress had two small sessions with me. Well take that back Mistress actually had one good session with me but most of our play was limited to all triggers this week. But I seem to have a renewed feeling that being a bimbo is the right choice for me. But sometimes my choice seems to hinder me. Because sometimes just can't seem to stay on track with things. I tend to forget dead lines and when things are due or the times I am to meet people. However I have been able to laugh or giggle them away and people seem to be able to forgive me for my mistakes so far.
I know Mistress wanted me to go out wearing my kitty cat makeup but my room mates would not let me out that way. they did however help me with the correct look of being a bimbo/whore look. I guess this week will be a week to reflect on my mistakes. I hope Mistress will forgive me. I just can't believe I was such a ditz and did not post on time again. It is not like she loads me up with chores. I also think she is disappointed that I am not smoking real cigaretts. I might have to get a couple of packs and hide them just for my sessions with Mistress. It is just hard to hide the smell from my room mates. Bur I will try.
I must say I had a great time at Kareoke Thursday night since I had no work on Friday. I was however not able to perform the song Mistress wanted me to the person doing the show did not have it available. However I did get to perform to songs and my friends thought I did okay . Will have to practice them. Well till next week.
I know Mistress wanted me to go out wearing my kitty cat makeup but my room mates would not let me out that way. they did however help me with the correct look of being a bimbo/whore look. I guess this week will be a week to reflect on my mistakes. I hope Mistress will forgive me. I just can't believe I was such a ditz and did not post on time again. It is not like she loads me up with chores. I also think she is disappointed that I am not smoking real cigaretts. I might have to get a couple of packs and hide them just for my sessions with Mistress. It is just hard to hide the smell from my room mates. Bur I will try.
I must say I had a great time at Kareoke Thursday night since I had no work on Friday. I was however not able to perform the song Mistress wanted me to the person doing the show did not have it available. However I did get to perform to songs and my friends thought I did okay . Will have to practice them. Well till next week.
Friday, September 6, 2013
September 6th
Well this week has sucked but I can only blame myself for my problems. If I would have posted to my blog on time or made arrangements to post late I would have been okay. However I did not do that and did not get to play at all. Then I also played a little with another Mistress that my owner said I could however we have not been able to match our schedules until Monday. My owner Mistress found out about it and was very mad. But I hope after our long talk we are both on the same page now. I really don't want to upset her like this again because if I do it will probably be all over.
We also discussed some things we would both like to do in the future. I'm not sure if we will ever be able to meet in person like I would want. That is the problem with long distance relationships. But for now I want to make this work for the both of us.
I believe after today I might start trying to write in here more often. I have to say I wish it would cool off here soon. The other night I asked Mistress if I could tie myself into a rope corset. I then slept in it for the rest of the night. I must say I had a herd time sitting up since I could not bend at the waist. I'm not sure how I will fair when I begin tight lace training.
Another thing that I have been thinking about is getting bigger boob job. Don't get me wrong I love my boobs but would love to have larger ones which most bimbos seem to have. I also need to quite smoking to have my lower surgery. I also have to loose some weight so I am going to begin some type of diet and work outs and may even join a gym. Need to go through expenses and see what I must do to make it work.
Well I need to go for this week. Till next week keep giggling.
We also discussed some things we would both like to do in the future. I'm not sure if we will ever be able to meet in person like I would want. That is the problem with long distance relationships. But for now I want to make this work for the both of us.
I believe after today I might start trying to write in here more often. I have to say I wish it would cool off here soon. The other night I asked Mistress if I could tie myself into a rope corset. I then slept in it for the rest of the night. I must say I had a herd time sitting up since I could not bend at the waist. I'm not sure how I will fair when I begin tight lace training.
Another thing that I have been thinking about is getting bigger boob job. Don't get me wrong I love my boobs but would love to have larger ones which most bimbos seem to have. I also need to quite smoking to have my lower surgery. I also have to loose some weight so I am going to begin some type of diet and work outs and may even join a gym. Need to go through expenses and see what I must do to make it work.
Well I need to go for this week. Till next week keep giggling.
Sunday, September 1, 2013
August 31st
This week started out slow mainly because I was so tired. But once I had enough rest the week began to improve. I was trying to get Mistress to play but she seemed busy. So I backed off.I was talking with Mistress before work. In fact one morning I ended up going to work with no top on. I pulled into our parking lot when I relized I had no top on. So I quickly pulled my top on and went inside and straightened my hair. This also ended up happening on the way home.I really need to let Mistress know she must be careful having me do this since my drivers license now has me as female and could get into alot more trouble.
Well Tuesday night I was to contact Mistress to discuss setting up a play session. The next thing I know we are having a session. I'm going into trance and then Mistress is saying welcome back. I knew that I had been under but could not remember what we were doing. Sometimes I can remember what we were doing. However I could not stop placing ice cubes up my sissy pussy but had no idea why I was doing it. Just that Mistress had given me a suggestion and I could not help myself. Then she began with the all kinds of triggers driving me crazy till I was cummimg. First she kept asking if I was dripping from my sissy pussy and I was saying no but then all of sudden I began. Then I was gushing as well as cumming. I was feeling so good that Mistress wanted to just give me pleasure. But I do get a lot of pleasure from pain and sometimes I think Mistress for gets that sometimes.
Now I am not sure how Mistress will take this, but I am going to have to quite smoking. In order to get my surgery later this year which I am still hopeful for, but not absolutely sure yet. So I have tried to quit in the past and was unsuccessful. So I have gone to a e-cig and really like it. The nice thing is this I can step down the nicotine willout changing the flavor. Well there probably won't be any sessions to write about this next week since I am late posting in my blog. I can't expect any session. But you never no Mistress may changenher mind but probabaly not. That would be rare.
Well I will write again next week no matter what.Till then let all your dreams and desires be kinky.
Well Tuesday night I was to contact Mistress to discuss setting up a play session. The next thing I know we are having a session. I'm going into trance and then Mistress is saying welcome back. I knew that I had been under but could not remember what we were doing. Sometimes I can remember what we were doing. However I could not stop placing ice cubes up my sissy pussy but had no idea why I was doing it. Just that Mistress had given me a suggestion and I could not help myself. Then she began with the all kinds of triggers driving me crazy till I was cummimg. First she kept asking if I was dripping from my sissy pussy and I was saying no but then all of sudden I began. Then I was gushing as well as cumming. I was feeling so good that Mistress wanted to just give me pleasure. But I do get a lot of pleasure from pain and sometimes I think Mistress for gets that sometimes.
Now I am not sure how Mistress will take this, but I am going to have to quite smoking. In order to get my surgery later this year which I am still hopeful for, but not absolutely sure yet. So I have tried to quit in the past and was unsuccessful. So I have gone to a e-cig and really like it. The nice thing is this I can step down the nicotine willout changing the flavor. Well there probably won't be any sessions to write about this next week since I am late posting in my blog. I can't expect any session. But you never no Mistress may changenher mind but probabaly not. That would be rare.
Well I will write again next week no matter what.Till then let all your dreams and desires be kinky.
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