November 29th

Well this week I finally got to play with Mitress.  I really don't want to talk about the play session.  Which was quite fun.  We really did not do anything new.  However I have been disappointed in not getting my stirrups so I can hang Mistress's  A's from them.  I will be checking with them again. 

Now Mistress did bring up something I thought was particularly sexy, but it sort of scares me.  What it is is having my nipples tattooed into heart shapes. But they need to be just the right shape and size Mistress.  They also need to be the right color.  What scares me is if they are not I will have to live with them for the reast of my life.  I know Mistress wants me to get them for my birthday.  That is only two weeks away and I need to go see my tattooist to make sure he is willing.  I will have to discuss it also with my piercer to make sure all will be okay.

I am sure this will spark some conversation with Mistress.  I also hope that she will not be mad with me being a couple of hours late but I am truely sorry.

November 22nd.

Well, I finally was able to play with Mistress.  I was so happy just to talk with her. The next thing she wanted to see my new hair style.  I had gone and had extensions put in.  So I signed into Skype and she loved it. I was so happy because I kept the same hair color Mistress asked me to get.  I really wanted to please Mistress.  I don't like being punished and being ignored.  It really sucks being ignored.  I can see that she is online but ignores me.  She then had me take puffs on my bimbo stick, I love doing that for Mistress.  She so loves smoking as a fetish.  It is such a turn on for her.  I know she uses it in my traing to re-enforce a number of the suggestions she gives me.  The next thing I know is I was waking up and my bewbs were covered in doodling.  Another of one of Mistress's things she likes to make me do with sharpies no less so I can't simply wash off.  I have to spend a few days with my doodles. They usually are not easy to hide at all. 
But Mistress likes it that way.  What I did not realize at this point and don't remember doing it all is posting pictures to fet life of them with captions and all.  Mistress has so much power over me.  It can be quite scary at times, knowing she has that ability, but I trust her.  I am learning I never know what may come next for me.

Mistress is quite a unique person and I have so much fun with her.  I believe she has fun with me also from whatbI can tell.  I know she would rather me be smoking real 120 cigarettes, but for now my e-cig will have to do until my surgery.  I am sure then I will be back to them for she loves it so much.  I also know she would love to have me there in person to play with.  Some day in the future maybe I will be able to make it happen.  I know she would love for it to be after my surgery so she could take full advantage of me but then again maybe not. She may like the power she has over me before it.

Well have to go bake now.  Till next week or sooner.

Nov 17th

Well I am two days late because I was out very late Friday and then up early Saturday went four wheelling with a friend.  Did not get back till late and was exhausted.  How ever after a night sleep not however good I am going to try and post to my blog but not a whole lot to talk about.

Mistress is pobably going to me mad with me for not sending her a message before I was late but I honestly could not.  I did however text her as soon as possible to let her know.  Well there was not a lot going on between Mistress and I this week due to the fact of her crazy work schedule.  I sure hope that improves soon.  How ever there have been some changes this week.  Had what was left of my extensions removed then had my hair trimmed.  Later around Tuesady my hair was colored again at a salon with much better resluts than doing it myself.  Finnally on Friday had my new extensions but in.  They are longer and wavy.  Monday is when I will get to finally get to wash my hair for the first time.

Mistress has not seen it yet and I can not wait to show her.  I sure hope she likes it.  I am 99% percent sure she will. Next week I will be joining a gym to help to loose weight, but not from my breasts that is for sure.  I wish they could take fat from my midsection and put in my boobs so they were bigger. 

I sure hope Mistress goes back to normal soon.  I miss talking with her now more than anything.  I can handle when I screwup with my blogging and not getting to play at least I get to talk with her. But not getting to even really talk to her sucks. It bordering on depressing in fact.  I sure hope her company hires someone new soon.  Well til next week.

Nov.8th

Well it has been another week and was not able to play.  It was rather depressing being not able to play, but I can only blame myself.  For I forgot to post to my blog on time.  Tonights will be brief since there really is not much to write about.  Mistress is enforcing my punishment to help me learn.  But I must be humble and accept my punishment.

I so look forward to next week.  Punishment will be lifted but Mistress's schedule will be all screwed up.  So even with punishment lifted I may not get to play. Bummer.

Well till next week I will probably write more tomorrow or Sunday .  Was out late and wanted to get some thoughts in my blog.

November 1st

Well Mistress had some fun with me last night while at coffee last night.  She had me stand up and singing the jiggly song for 20 seconds. Later in that night I was ordered to flash my ass to everyone at my table. Giggling the whole time.  Later after I got home I began talking to her later that night. I had no idea we would end up playing. Mistress I did begin writing this on Friday but was feeling very tired and you went to sleep so I could not ask for and extenion.  Then Saturday I was busy all day helping my son move. Then I went back over on Sunday to begin assembly of the nursery.  I am very sorry that I did not finish my post in my blog. I will accept my punishment of not playing for a week. I will own my decisions for my actions and have no one to blame. e

As for what we did do while talking Thursday night was rather intense.  Mistress had me get the chain and fishing weights.  We began with me puffing on my bimbo stick and some how you where able to take me under and put me in trance. You then had me get the chain and fishing weights while under trance.  You first had me place the chain on my nipples.  Then you had me get down on all fours and make the chain sway for two minutes then get back up in my seat.  Then you had me puff on my bimbo stick some more.  Next you had me add the six ounce wieghts on my nipples.  You made me jiggle my breasts. Then I was back down on all fours chain swaying again for two minutes.  The weight is pulling straight down on my nipples. Then I was back on my seat.  I was jiggling my breasts and giggling about it.  It was quite fun, with the endorphins rising.  I was able to take drinks of water now aand then puffs of my bimbo stick. you then made me jiggle my breasts.  Then it was time to add more weights.  We added three more ounces. to each nipples.  Then I was pulled back down on all fours again with the chain swaying for another two minutes and pulled back up to my seat. Then the vibraters began first at 2 then three four  with it growing to eleven causing me to bounce up and down.  The weights were swaying and bouncing.  The endorphines are begining to rise and I feel like I could cum any minute any time.  Then you told me to cum. I did not explode right away but I did.  Then you allowed me to puff on my bimbo stick some more and drink water.  Then you had me pulling up on the chain and dropping the chain. Then we were finished. I was told to take the weights off slowly first the three ounce weights then the six ounce weights.  Then we smoked some more and drank. Finnally I was told to remove the chain.  You then gave me some more suggestions. Which has made the weekend rather enjoyable. You had also make me post a new picture to my fetlife profile. It was then time to go to sleep.

Well till next week.