December 27th

Well the week started out like I was not going to be able to play with Mistress at all.  But Thursday night I was finally able to play with Mistress.  I think Mistress Likes me smoking my bimbo stick which is a e-cig.  I was smoking real cigarettes but I had to quite for a up coming surgery. So I now have a pink e-cig. and smoke it like smoking a cigarette with a cigarette holder.  Mistress seems to like it.  I am also able to produce a lot of vapor which looks like smoke.

Now Thursday night Mistress was playing with the fishing weights and the chain.  She really likes to play with my pirced nipples.  She loves to hang weights from them and make me jiggle them with weight. However this makes it very difficult to do.  She had me place 9 ounces on each nipple then the chain also which weighs about a another pound.  I really need to weigh that chain to know for sure.  Well she was also having me get on all fours for several minutes swaying back and forth.  Then Mistress had me grabbing thhe center of chain and dropping it.  I did enjoy the rush of endorphins I am getting a little worried about my nipple piercings.  We have once again caused them to bleed.  I think we will need to start using some sort of clamp to hang the weights from my nipples. I do not want to cause my nipples to tear.I hope Mistress understands this.  The next day wearing the rope bra and the butt plug all day was rather intense.  My nipples were quit sore but what a turn on all day.  Later in the day the plug was getting quit squishy and moist.  It felt good however but was getting a little messy.

Well until next week who knows what Mistress will have me do.

Shit I can't belive this I forgot to publish.  I knew I was tired but I didn't realize I did not publish.  Mistress will never believe this.  With my past history of posting I wouldn't believe me either.  However I really am trying to post on time and now this.  Well either she will believe me or not I will just have to do better.

December 21st

Well was late last week but Mistress let it go as a birthday present.  I was still bummed this past week we have not been able to play at all because of her work schedule.  I wish they would just hire some one to replace to person that left so we could get back to playing. Well she probably won't be happy with me again since I am a day late. I am so bummed my stirrups have not come in for my nipple piercings.  I really want to hang A's from them just for Mistress. I hope we will be able to play this up coming week.  This will be almost two weeks without play.  Yes Mistress has made me sleep with my butt plug in and wearing heels.  Also has made me do a couple of things during coffee to embarass myself or give a thrill to others.  Though I must say the couple of times I wear a dress and it gets pulled down it quit exciting.  I also quite enjoy bowling in a short skirt every Monday.  I think there is one girl who really does not like it but oh well.  I look forward to the surprises Mistress has for me.  I really wish we could play though.  Who knows it probably will be exciting or at least memorible I think. Then again there have been a few things we have talked about that might not be as fun but very memorable like the banaana  torture, it sounds exciting but could be just be just good for her watching me squirm not sure.  I did comee up with the idea from fet life. I also really need to get the jeweled butt plug.  Mistress I hope is not to disappointed I have not gotten it yet just will have to put at the top of list next to stirrups. 

Well not much else to talk about. Talk to you later.

December 6th

Well it has been a good and bad week.  I had a great play time with Mistress.  It was rather intense and made me very happy.  Mistress really likes to use needles and lace them together.  There was no problems with inserting the needles and no problems threading the needles but they seem to be to close to one another and the ribbon once laced hid some of them.  Mistress seems to think if we use two different colors it will fix the problem.  I however think they need to be separated more and also use the multiple color ribbon.  I have both pink and purple. I have to say though making me jiggle while bound up really did not work much bewbs really did not move but the wieghts moved.If that was the goal it worked but really not very affective.

Mistress also had me sleep twice with my plug in for the night which is always an interesting feeling in the morning.

I really did not enjoy bowling this week in jeans it is much more fun in a short skirt.  Mistress also agreed and will be switching back to that next week.

Now I was really bummed to hear how much the silver stirups were going to be to hang on my nipples.  The person who quoted them really miss quoted.  So now they are looking for ones in surgical stainless steel like my barbells. Should be much less expensive.  I have also received good feedback on my post about getting my nipples tattood into the shape of hearts.  Not the nipples themselves but the areola around the nipple.  I still want a little more feed back.

Well I was hoping Mistress will be giving me more suggestions on becoming a better bimbo.  There really does not seem to be any of that going on lately.  I hope that changes in the future.  I really was hoping for more of that. It was helping me with flirting with men as well as some women.  As I am bisexual even though I have not been with z man yet I am looking forward to it very much.

Well that is it till next week.