May 26th

Well the weekend is coming to and end.  I must post to my blog as I must do as Goddess commands me to do.It was a different week, as always I have to wear my new Pink Crystal Butt Plug on No Pantie Wednesday.  I was instructed to have it in place just after Midnight for the start of No Pantie Wednesday this week by Goddess.  It was going good as normal but in the morning at work it was trying to slip all the way inside of me.  I think wearing my other butt plug to sleep all the time in my butt is getting stretched out from my original self so it is easier to insert.  Since the Pink Crystal Butt Plug is so small it is actually was slipping inside when it should stay on the outside. So I had to remove it and go without the rest of the day for fear it would slide all the way inside and get stuck.  When I talked to Goddess later I told her about what had happen and that I would need to get the larger one.  She agreed and would need to save and get it soon.  I then told Goddess that I would be ordering it that night.  This made Goddess very happy and me to because I would be able to wear the Pink Crystal Butt Plug again as Goddess ordered.  Though now it would be larger and heavier.  It will probably take some time getting use to.  The small one was so easy since I had been wearing a larger one to bed almost nightly, and the small Pink Crystal Butt Plug was smaller it just slipped in.

Now I did get to have a session with Goddess this week.  It was a group session with another submissive on Skye and yahoo im.  We did not do a lot except play with ourselves and smoke, it was rather fun though. I do look forward to my next session with Goddess.  I hope it will be more of a one on one next time but if Goddess wants it to be a three way again I would be open. I would be open even if it was another Domme if Goddess asked.

Well I look forward to the up coming week.

May 18th

Well it another week of training. Goddess has been continually quizzing me a couple of phrases.  She says "something bimbo knows" and I reply cravings grow.  That is the craving to please Goddess, to want to pleasure male cocks, to become more girly girl, giggly, horny, sexy, shapelier, glammy, and obedient to to Goddess.  We did have a session Friday night but I don't think we played because I did not find and remnants of it in the morning.  So it must have been training for the most part.

I know there is something that I am to be adding to my post but I just can't think of it.  I don't think I was to remember doing it.  Goddess will probably need to re-enforce that some how.  Oh how I want to please goddess.  She did have me do two things this week.  First was wear my 'Pink Crystal Butt Plug all day on No Pantie Wednesday.  Which I proceeded to wear the rest of the night and into the next day till noon.  Thursday I had to wear my rope bra all day and was told to make it tight.  Then Saturday night I was to wear my Pink Crystal Butt Plug that night.  Goddess is really liking the new plug.  I'm sure it will not be long before I will be buying to larger one.

Goddess is so happy with my success I am having at the gym.  I am so happy myself.  I can't wait for more results it just motivates me more.  I sure hope I get to play with Goddess soon.  Till next week.

It really is bugging me that I know I am to post something with this weeks blog but can't remember what.  I am sure Goddess will make sure I remember.

May 11th

This week Mistress has been very visible to me.  I was hoping to talk with her before Wednesday but with my computer problems was not able to.  So I wore my jeweled butt plug all day again on No Panty Wednesday.  Hopefully Mistress will be pleased.  At least this time I was not as raw.

I will comment more to this post on Sunday.

May 4th

Well Mistress is not going to be very happy with me. This post is quit late.  I have be having a number of issues with my computer.  I believe I have them all worked out now.  Even though this is for last week I know I have to still post again on Sunday.

As for last week it was fun. I am now wearing Mistress's A's now for over a week and they are beginning to feel more comfortable.  What was fun last week was wearing my new jeweled butt plug.  I had made a comment to Mistress and I ended up wearing it all day and evening on No Pantie Wednesday.  It was fun knowing I was doing for Mistress.  However I found that I had some hairs around my backdoor and it became apparent by 10:00 am.  They kept getting pulled.  I must say by the time I arrived home I had to pull it out and do a quick shave  so the evening would go better.  I did throughout the day have to remove it to use the bathroom.  But immediately reinserted it.  I was to wear it all day.  I have to say I was a little raw back there by the end of the day and felt it for 2 more days.

Now Mistress has not told me if there will be any other days or times I will be using it.  However she did infer that I eventually will feel what it is like to wear the larger one.  Though I have not purchased that one yet.  I am sure it will be pink also.

Well till next week.