Febuary 8th

Well It was an amazing week for me and in my training. But my Mistress is going to be upset with me for not posting on time again.  I have the hardest time remembering to post on time.  I wish I had till the end of the weekend.  Fridays are so bad for me .  I am so tired after the long week at work.Then if I am up either early or late to talk with Mistress or play I am even more tired on Friday.

Well I am not sure what Mistress did with me on our session I don't remember much about it.  But there are two things I can not get out of my mind. The first is "Think of Pink, No need to think." It seems to pop into my head all the time.  Not sure why I can't seem to get it out of my mind.  It is really Strong and no way to forget it.  The second thing I am constantly thinking about is craving always grow.  The main cravings that seem to constantly grow are being submissive to Mistress and being totally obedient.  I am constantly thinking of doing everything possible to please Mistress's cock.  I also find myself giggling more.  In fact my own sub is wondering why but I don't care.  I really want to be the the best bimbo I can be for Mistress.  I also find myself wanting to redo my nails into all pink.

I must say at times I am feeling very ditzy.  I realize that it what a bimbo does at times but I don't seem to be able to really control it like before.  Mistress is so good to me.  I can't wait till my next training session to continue my training with her she is so amazingly sexy, dominant, and controlling.  All I want to do to is please her but find it very hard to do things on time.  I wish I lived closer to Mistress so I could please her even more.

Well till next week need to get to bed.  It is Sunday tomorrow and hope Mistress is not to upset with me.

Febuary 1st

Well Mistress is probably really mad with me.  She reminded me to do my blog last night and I agreed.  But then I became ill and had asked to be allowed to do it in the morning.  I however did not actually could not wait to hear from her. I had to run to the bathroom again. I then went back to my room and fell asleep.  I did not see anything from Mistress on my computer from her, but it was also froze up and I had to reboot it to do anything.Well it has been a few of weeks since I have posted and really have not done much until last week end.  Three weeks ago both Mistress and I were sick and not play happened.  Then the following week since we were both still recovering I made an assumption that I would get another free pass from blogging not the case.  I was in big trouble.  Well Southwest Leather Conference was coming up and was really excited with it that I let it slip again.  But I must say it was quite an experience.  Well anyway I am here now posting.

Well for Southwest leather I really did not have much real leather I could wear since it is rather expensive thing to own.  I also want to loose weight so footing the bill for leather does not make any sense.  I however decided I would try some new things this year.  The first was wearing some wigs.  I bought four but ended up only wearing two of them.  It was quite fun.  The all blond one was the first on Friday.  It gave me attention and people noticed.  However not all was positive but mostly.  The next day I wore a pink and baby blue wig with pig tails.  Now this one with a purple corset, lace skirt and boots went over very well.  I was getting all kinds of looks and compliments.   Even from some that did not like the day before look.  I also carried this look into the dungeon that night.  But I do have to say going to the bathroom in a corset and wiping oneself is not easy.  It was just and absolute fun weekend, I was flying till Wednesday of the following week.

Now that is it for now.  I will be back much sooner and talk about more details of the weekend.

January 10.2014

Jan 3rd.

Well it is another week and I did not get to play with or really talk with Mistress this week.  I did however talk with my sister.  She also has not been able to play with Mistress.  Ever since Mistress has been on this new schedule it sucks as far as talking with her or playing.  I really miss my time with Mistress messing with my mind and turning in to her bimbo play toy.  I guess she also was not to forgiving with my blog being late last week even though I was telling the truth.  But I can understand from her point of view.

Any way I sure hope this up coming week will be better.  It was nice to find out that my sister is also smoking but she is only smoking e-cigs.  which is what I am doing but I need to to get my operation.  Who knows if I will go back.  I know Mistress desire is that I do.  We will see I do enjoy them.

Well I hope Mistress is more talkative this week with me.  Till next week.

December 27th

Well the week started out like I was not going to be able to play with Mistress at all.  But Thursday night I was finally able to play with Mistress.  I think Mistress Likes me smoking my bimbo stick which is a e-cig.  I was smoking real cigarettes but I had to quite for a up coming surgery. So I now have a pink e-cig. and smoke it like smoking a cigarette with a cigarette holder.  Mistress seems to like it.  I am also able to produce a lot of vapor which looks like smoke.

Now Thursday night Mistress was playing with the fishing weights and the chain.  She really likes to play with my pirced nipples.  She loves to hang weights from them and make me jiggle them with weight. However this makes it very difficult to do.  She had me place 9 ounces on each nipple then the chain also which weighs about a another pound.  I really need to weigh that chain to know for sure.  Well she was also having me get on all fours for several minutes swaying back and forth.  Then Mistress had me grabbing thhe center of chain and dropping it.  I did enjoy the rush of endorphins I am getting a little worried about my nipple piercings.  We have once again caused them to bleed.  I think we will need to start using some sort of clamp to hang the weights from my nipples. I do not want to cause my nipples to tear.I hope Mistress understands this.  The next day wearing the rope bra and the butt plug all day was rather intense.  My nipples were quit sore but what a turn on all day.  Later in the day the plug was getting quit squishy and moist.  It felt good however but was getting a little messy.

Well until next week who knows what Mistress will have me do.

Shit I can't belive this I forgot to publish.  I knew I was tired but I didn't realize I did not publish.  Mistress will never believe this.  With my past history of posting I wouldn't believe me either.  However I really am trying to post on time and now this.  Well either she will believe me or not I will just have to do better.

December 21st

Well was late last week but Mistress let it go as a birthday present.  I was still bummed this past week we have not been able to play at all because of her work schedule.  I wish they would just hire some one to replace to person that left so we could get back to playing. Well she probably won't be happy with me again since I am a day late. I am so bummed my stirrups have not come in for my nipple piercings.  I really want to hang A's from them just for Mistress. I hope we will be able to play this up coming week.  This will be almost two weeks without play.  Yes Mistress has made me sleep with my butt plug in and wearing heels.  Also has made me do a couple of things during coffee to embarass myself or give a thrill to others.  Though I must say the couple of times I wear a dress and it gets pulled down it quit exciting.  I also quite enjoy bowling in a short skirt every Monday.  I think there is one girl who really does not like it but oh well.  I look forward to the surprises Mistress has for me.  I really wish we could play though.  Who knows it probably will be exciting or at least memorible I think. Then again there have been a few things we have talked about that might not be as fun but very memorable like the banaana  torture, it sounds exciting but could be just be just good for her watching me squirm not sure.  I did comee up with the idea from fet life. I also really need to get the jeweled butt plug.  Mistress I hope is not to disappointed I have not gotten it yet just will have to put at the top of list next to stirrups. 

Well not much else to talk about. Talk to you later.

December 6th

Well it has been a good and bad week.  I had a great play time with Mistress.  It was rather intense and made me very happy.  Mistress really likes to use needles and lace them together.  There was no problems with inserting the needles and no problems threading the needles but they seem to be to close to one another and the ribbon once laced hid some of them.  Mistress seems to think if we use two different colors it will fix the problem.  I however think they need to be separated more and also use the multiple color ribbon.  I have both pink and purple. I have to say though making me jiggle while bound up really did not work much bewbs really did not move but the wieghts moved.If that was the goal it worked but really not very affective.

Mistress also had me sleep twice with my plug in for the night which is always an interesting feeling in the morning.

I really did not enjoy bowling this week in jeans it is much more fun in a short skirt.  Mistress also agreed and will be switching back to that next week.

Now I was really bummed to hear how much the silver stirups were going to be to hang on my nipples.  The person who quoted them really miss quoted.  So now they are looking for ones in surgical stainless steel like my barbells. Should be much less expensive.  I have also received good feedback on my post about getting my nipples tattood into the shape of hearts.  Not the nipples themselves but the areola around the nipple.  I still want a little more feed back.

Well I was hoping Mistress will be giving me more suggestions on becoming a better bimbo.  There really does not seem to be any of that going on lately.  I hope that changes in the future.  I really was hoping for more of that. It was helping me with flirting with men as well as some women.  As I am bisexual even though I have not been with z man yet I am looking forward to it very much.

Well that is it till next week.