April 29th

Well I screwed up again by missing my blog deadline.  I have tried to beg for forgiveness from Mistress but all she asked is it done and then it must be done by Midnight.  I really have been trying to be good.  I have finally gotten my pink jeweled butt plug after some confusion with the company I ordered though.  I have my nipple stirrups, and the A's to hang from them.  I have been coming to attention when asked .  even if I am in the living room with others.  So I hope my good deeds don't get over looked in this.

I did have a fun session with Mistress.  She once again put me into trance and had me doodling on myself.  She also had me post to my fetlife profile a number of pics and a video.  I was shocked by all of it.  Mistress really has me wrapped around her finger when she wants to.  She is always making strides in my bimbo training.  I continue to wonder where it will go but then think who cares I want to be a bimbo and have fun. I also spent one day at work with bells hanging from  my nipple stirrups it was so much fun bouncing down the stairs or just jiggling my bewbs and listen to the ringing of the bells.  I even took pictures while at work to show Mistress.  We really never talked about it, i wonder if she was happy with me or not.  I t would be nice to talk about.  She also does not want me to just put the A's on.  I so want to hang them on and feel them.  Wonder how noticeable they will be with out a bra on.  Interesting I do think.

Well time to go and let Mistress know I have posted. Til next week.

April 20th

Well it has been an okay week this week.  Mistress made me present a couple of times when it was not the best time but I did present.  Mistress was very cool about it .  I believe we did have a session with Mistress.  It seems weird though because I really don't remember much at all about it.  I have however been working out really hard for Mistress and to have my surgery.  It has not been easy though.  I also have not been able to find the A's to hang from my stirrups.  I might just have to order them from online.

Well really not much to say this week.

April 13th

Well I once again did not get to play with Mistress.  Though I did have one opportunity but was lost by myself.  Mistress was not going to be available till later in the evening.  I had worked out with my trainer earlier that day and was quit sore and tired.  I could not stay awake and missed Mistresses request to train.  Normally we would train during the week so I was not ready even though we talked about it it was not for sure.

She continues to have me wearing my butt plug to bed which is getting easier.  I hope we will be able to train this week.  I am wondering if Mistress is just getting bored with me. 

I am now wearing my stirrups and have bought bells that I can hang from them.  I have not found the A's as of yet.

I still am waiting on my pink crystal butt plug.  I look forward to it.

Well till next week.

April 6th

Well this week has been a bit different.  Mistress really has not been available to me.  She did have me where my butt plug one night to sleep in.  I know she is pleased with my hair and I told her yesterday that I finnaly have my stirrps for my nipple piercings.  She seemed happy and was interested in looking at them.  But I stepped  away for a second to say good night to my subby.  We really were not having what I thought was a conversation but little notes back and forth with time in between the little blurbs  back and forth.  She then got mad at me  for not asking permission to stay good night to my subby.  I was trying to do it as fast as I could so that all my attention was on her.

As usual I was mistaken and was in trouble.  I have to now remember to ask permission to leave any conversation we are having no matter what. Which is fine but I did not know the rules or if I was told I had forgotten it.  I will have to get the Capital A's to hang from them.  I can't wait.  I also look forward to my pink crystal butt plug when it finnally arrives.  I sure hope to have a session with Mistress soon.  I hope she just is not bored with me and is just putting me off.

Well till next week.